Vaingy Lingo

I handed my resignation letter yesterday..

2012-01-29T03:16:00.001+08:00

& it was as bad as i had expected. My mood was so bad i felt like breaking down.

It was lucky i met angeline for dinner yest. Talking with her cheered me up. I heard tat his mom is treating him abit fierce recently, & tat really makes me feel abit sad...

I miss him so much.

There are some days when it is more unbearable..

2012-01-28T03:54:00.001+08:00

This is one of those days.

The beginning of an end

2012-01-26T15:26:00.004+08:00

Without a doubt, this is the worst cny i ever had. I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago.

Considering we were tgt for 4 years plus and how much i loved him, it was really hard for me to take in. I cried so loud the first night it happened my mom came and asked me worriedly what happened. I cried while eating my dinner. Tat was the first meal i had for the day. Everyone was worried for me. Even my sister came out of her room to put a box of tissue on the dining table for me while i was eating & sobbing my heart out.

my mom, can be very heartless. but i know she did it all for me. she told me to tell her if he bullied me, she will go after him. she ordered me to stop crying over this kind of man. she brought me to the temple to pray. and she talked calmly with me reasoning out.

my dad saw me this sad and shook his head. he suggested to mom that we play mahjong the 2nd night to cheer me up. it was his way of caring for me. my frens, my cousins, all offered me their comfort. but i was inconsolable.

i went over to his house while he was working and got my things back and give him some things. i had a talk with angeline. that was the first talk i had that i could hear in. all that she said was the truth..the hard truth. after that talk, i started to think in another way. that maybe holding on is not the best option afterall. i started thinking that i shouldnt settle for something lesser when i should be getting my due. but it was still hard for me to handle. his mom came back home, and i told her i wun be coming for cny. halfway thru my tears choked up again, and between tears i told her we seperated. she was still very nice to me and told me not to cry over him and to find her to talk whenever i want.

the very first night we broke up, i couldn't sleep well. i woke up with a sprained neck and back. ever since that night, i couldn't fall asleep till very late, and woke up early. i clocked in about 3 hours of sleep every night.

yesterday night, after i went to relative house at night, i met up with him.
i was with mom still, and she told me to not meet him and hurt myself again.
i said i have things to talk with him still, and she said she'll come with me.
i managed to get her to go home first, and went to meet him.
on the way when we walked to the playground to talk from his house, it was awkward.
he placed his hand in his pocket while walking, and i knew, that he was trying to stop himself from holding my hand.

4 years plus of love, of being together, was hard to get rid.
being so long together, means that we have taken each other for granted.
last night, was the last night we can love each other. the last night for the last kiss, the last hug, the last talk between a couple.
it was very precious to me. and i believe to him too.

i didn't want to make a scene and cry, begging him to come back to me.
i did beg him, although he refused, saying not at the moment.
i didn't expect last night to turn out so well really.
he expected a nasty night, but we both enjoyed last night so much.
we talked, we joked, we had fun.

we talked from 10.30pm to 1am.
it's been a really long time since we had such a heart to heart good talk.
we didn't want the night to end, but it has to end.
he has to work tmr still.

before we parted, we shared a last long hug, and a long kiss.
i will never forget that feeling.
maybe because it was the last hug, the last kiss, the last feel of each other, that it was so much more precious.
at that moment, i fell in love with him again.
i dun regret loving him.
i was happy to be with him for so long.

maybe if we are fated to be, we will be together once again.
but for now, i will live my life.

perhaps because i loved so deeply, everyone thinks that i will do foolish things.
i wouldn't give up my life easily.
i hurt alot still, but i forgive him for breaking my heart.
because i believe his heart is hurt as well.
it is enough to know that we still love each other.

I hate it when...

2011-12-07T01:14:00.003+08:00

They keep telling me this: you are not a coordinator anymore but an AE. So dun think you can just pass up your homework & go home.

Seriously this is crap lor.
We're not officially AE yet cos just started training.
& we are still doing these coord work.
It's like double work can.

With every job i have, i always have a new rule.
After that service office job i had, i told myself i would never work for companys that require me to work sat cos i'd feel that i have no weekend.
From this current job, i will tell myself tat my next job have to pay me for OT.
Seriously very important cos for this job, 90% of the time is OT. No joke.

Today was an extremely hectic day.
Been busy recently so i didnt update my blog.
I got home close to 11pm. =( sad life right.

yesterday dar also very poor thing.
he do day shift, but duno why he about 4am plus then off work.
he said there was a sudden exercise so he very busy.
i waited till 4.30am then really super tired and went sleep after dar msg me to go sleep first.
miss my dar dar super alot.

haven't really spoke to him alot this two days.
dar nowadays before go work also dun bother call me. ;(
dar pls change this bad habit.
& he whole day work also dun sms me but can post on fb.
pls change this also.

i saw on twitter smth very sweet!
it says: A good morning text does not only means "Good Morning". It also contains a loving message that says "i think of you when i wake up"
i posted on fb & dar liked it.
so dar you have to send me good morning sms okayyy!
until now he haven't lah, so i shall wait.

okay, let me catch up past few days.
ah okay!
i had a very good dinner at Paragon with jiemei after work last week.
We ate at this restaurant with great desserts called Big O i think.
But we didn't order desserts.
We had super yummy broccoli soup (yes first time i try and it's so yummy i love!).

I ordered a super to-die-for yummy bacon wrapped chicken/pork (can't rmb) and jiemei ordered her pasta.

i did a snowflake nail art design from cutepolish channel.

but i didn't like it that much cos i didn't do a perfect job.
plus i slept before it dried completely so the design got damaged.
i redid a new design on sunday. ^^

love this new design so much!
thinking if i should add a acrylic ribbon to it & practice my acrylic skills.

i bought alot stuff recently!!!
must control but so hard.
i bought this super goregous charm bracelet from amk hub at $19, and a ring too!
then i also bought alot new clothes (mostly work dresses) online.

jiemei bought me this high waist pencil skirt from F21!! so sweet of her right.
jiemei always buy me things. big love.

yesterday after work i went plaza sing with jiemei to shop for christmas pressies, and in the end....as expected of us...we bought nth for colleagues and all for us!!! lol
i spent $80 in cotton on body (but im never gonna post the pic of the bras i bought. can never understand girls who do that. =.=" )
i also bought this jewellery rack from diva tgt with jiemei for $13.
after i bought it home, because i wanted to use it, i started to clear my dressing table and in the end, i tidied up like half my room except for my wardrobe.
my dressing table look damn neat...for now!! lol.

i recently also got addicted to buying raving rabbits figurines from the tikam machine near work place market.
so cuteeee! jiemei tell me it's a wii game that's super fun.
wanna play too eh. but i dun have wii.

i don't know how i did it...

2011-12-01T12:25:00.004+08:00

but i freaking passed all 5 of my modules!!!!!!!!!!
YIPEEEEE~!
Can graduate liao!!!!!
Wa.. you really cannot imagine the extreme happiness i feel now.
Among all the 3 semester i took, this sem i most happy not because it's the final sem (okay maybe part of it), but cos i really expected to fail at least 2 modules and yet i pass all!!!

Guanyinma & all the gods above must have heard my prayers.
Thanks to marmi who brought me to 新明路拜拜 the other time.
I remembered i had one last paper the next day, but i still went with marmi to 拜拜 cos i was so depressed about the results.
Must go back and return thanks for sure.

I was woken up by chrystal this morning about 7plus am.
I thought i was late for work, so i hanged up first and checked the timing.
When i saw the time reflected on the phone, i heaved a sigh of relief, yawned, and called her back.
The silly girl was so nervous she couldn't sleep the entire night can you believe.
Chatted on the phone with chrys and yiling awhile more before i hanged up to prepare for work.

dar did well for his modules too, but he bluff me say he failed 2 first. >.<"
boys...

today...did not go the way i wanted

2011-11-30T01:45:00.005+08:00

i wanted to meet dar after work to go town together exchange my faulty iphone.
i was supposed to meet him at 7.30pm, but i couldn't get off work till 7.25pm and that's with the help of jiemei too.
because...of someone again.
can ask me why i can't give the work when i say i need to go off.
it's supposed to be pass office hours, and we're not paid for OT kay.
but all bosses like that la.
you'll know when you get out to work if you haven't already.
thank goodness i have jiemei help me out do tgt else i will have to leave even later.

once i was out of office, i took out my phone and i saw a miss call from dar and 2 messages.
called him and guess what?
he said because of me, he quarrelled with his mom cos she wanted him to have dinner at home.
great..off to a bad start already before i even saw him.
as expected, when i saw bf, he was in those emo leave me alone mood.
i suspect that he didn't have enough sleep, which always make him into a really grouchy hard to be with person. and i was right.
anyway, partly also because he still in holiday mood, so he super no mood.

we queued for veryyyy veryyyy verryyyyyyy long.
& when it was our turn, guess what?
i can't exchange because my expiry was yesterday. wth right.
i was told by the m1 people that last day is today.
yet now they tell me is yesterday.
i can't rmb when i called the call center and asked when was my last day, and dar was like super annoyed at me when i told the girl i really can't rmb.
like first day you know me meh?
i so scatterbrain. sigh. please get use to this type of me.
but dar was sweet lah. he said he was prepared to be a nasty customer and help me fight but i dun give him ammo (cos i cant rmb when i called) so he upset.

i duno why dar always so upset with me over such small things like this.
never get to exchange phone but we still considered spend time together what, why must so upset.
i didn't know can take that escalator do down directly to m1 from paragon entrance also upset.
that time eat pizza want use coupon but expired already i didn't realise also upset.
haiyooo. can dun upset?
you upset i more upset.

so can you imagine how my day went?
want to go off at 7pm, kana dragged.
want to meet bf get some TLC,instead got a emo bf who want to be alone & be quiet.
want to exchange phone, but warranty date over.
sigh.. really not my day.

there were pockets of times while we were going back to his house for dinner after the phone thingy today that we argued, and also have small peace.
but most of it were not that fantastic.
i think dar's back to being a porcupine again.
remove all the spikes from you please.
i want my cuddly sweet & cute bf back.
okay, maybe he's not all that, but i definitely dun wan a bf who keep critising me. it's damn depressing.
makes me feel like im never good enough.
i think it's better that you get used to how i am instead of trying to get me to keep changing and meet your expectations.
cos you also need alot changes but you hardly change and i dun really critise you de lor.

anyway, got to his house, had dinner, and auntie said wanna play mj.
but not enough ppl, cos dar wanna go meet his frens, so they say wait angeline back.
dar went off first, and angeline came back, but she didn't wanna play.
so i watched mnet awards show that she recorded.
i wanna watch the entire thing eh..when's the replay huh?
but i watched awhile, like about an hour or so before i went back home.
came back, and i really felt so down i feel close to breaking down.
im dreading going to work.

totally not looking foward to tmr because tmr will be the so called "lesson day" where i would probably feel like an idiot again.
and please please please i toa-long you dun exceed your half hour lecture.
i dun wan stay back waste so much time.
yaya learn new things is not wasting time, but to me, if you tell me half hour, then keep to that timing please. beyond that is wasting my time.
i need my own personal time and break.

can you imagine i feel so depressed that when i got home & saw the 2 packages waiting for me on the table i dun even feel excited?
i recently bought alot of clothes, most of which is work clothes cos manager say i need to dress for success.

wore this yesterday to work. bought from bugis street while i was with marmi.

my attire today. i like the simple dress i got from bugis street also. but this is much cheaper then the top one.

speaking of clothes, dar bought me 2 tee shirts from his trip.
one is a brown angry bird tee shirt, and the other is a red mickey mouse tee shirt.
he got himself an identical red mickey mouse tee shirt too, so can wear as couple shirt right?
the angry bird tee shirt is in brown eh. i dun like the color. so dark.
but it's cute lah.
i realised, dar also can get excited about clothes.
he very enthusiastically showcased his new buys to me and even wore one which he absolutely loved for me to see.
i like this side of dar. very cute. haha.
i can relate to his kinda feelings cos im always like that.

did i mentioned i got my mickey poloroid last sunday?
was feeling depressed that day too, so i guessed i didn't feel that excited.
it's gorgeousss.
okay picture is portrait instead of landscape, but i lazy edit.
so please exercise your neck and tilt your head.

i hope tmr is a better day.
good night!

*psst..dar if you happen to read this post and feels very wronged by me, i still love you loads and i just need to spill all these out kay. else i'll really be depressed big time and i can't handle that. im sorryyyyy for making it seem like it's all your fault but it's not. i know you just emo, just that i dun like you being emo.

Monday blues?

2011-11-29T01:06:00.001+08:00

More like black monday!!!
Im super tired now, but still wanna blog.
So much to complain about.

How is it possible that someone can have the ability to make other people feel like a complete idiot?
How is it that smiling will make other people say "why you smile" & "eh, it's not funny hor"?
How is it that if we dun have any answer to your question you seem even more happy.
How is it that you know we can't say anything but "yes" to your useful lesson question yet you still wanna ask?
How is it that you want us to challenge you yet you make it impossible for us to do so by demanding us to do it ur way?
How is it that you insist we attend this stated peiod of lesson yet you can extend an extra hour and eat into our personal time?
How is it that you can give us homework and expect us to do it despite of our already demanding work piles?
How is it that you can just assume that one did alot of thinking and the other didnt just because one asked irrelevant questions to the topic you stated and one didnt ask because she finds it irrelevant?
How is it that by not asking some questions, you assume that person duno anything about it?
How is it that you can easily insult me and say it's a joke after you see my black face?
How is it that you can sound so presumptous about things and immediately assume we didnt look through the fine details?

How how how how fucking how!

Im so upset today i really wanted to see dar.
I went town with jiemei after work wanting to exchange my phone.
Tmr's the warranty deadline...but the seriously long queue really put me off.
In the end decided to stick with my iphone and go for dinner at paragon.
Had a really yummy dinner at big o or smth.

After we finished, it was about 10pm and all the shops were closed.
We hunted upside down for stores that were still open so i can buy some food to find dar at work.
Had to find excuse right?
I even considered 7-eleven.
In the end i decided to get mac cafe from amk.

Looking at dar while he work makes me feel slightly better although i cant talk to him.
Passed him his food and got into this cab which the uncle drive macham f1 car.

I really wanna talk to dar. :(
Been so long since i talked to him i feel so depressed now.
Supposed to do the freaking homework and some work stuff tonight, but too tired decided to leave it to tmr.
Nights world.

Signing off..grumpy frustrated depressed emo blogger

i feel like i just did a major surgery on my two toes..

2011-11-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

i removed the entire nail from the nail bed.
& i remove both big toes damaged nail.
by the end of it, i had sweat on my forehead cos i couldn't on the fan while i did it.
else i'd have disgusting nails flying into my face.
at least i wouldn't have to face black damaged toes any longer.
toes, pls be nice and grow faster!

hmm..dar dar didn't contact me today.
think he couldn't access to wifi.
yesterday was exhausting max.
after work, we all went to Vienna for buffet before going to sing karaoke.
wore the high waist pants i bought the day before with jiemei at bugis. hehe

everyone sang till almost 2am and thank goodness boss send me back.
it was 3am by the time it was my turn to reach home.
but it was so fun singing with jiemei!
jiemei voice seriously so damn good.
everyone was telling her to go participate in singing competition. hahahaha.
jace's husband joined us halfway too and his voice also quite good!
i think they're a cute couple. haha.

initially thought i would exchange my iphone today before my 1 year warranty is up in a few more days.
but then the thought of losing my data (sms, pictures) and the thought of queueing damn long deters me.
so in the end i brought marmi to bugis and ate CHANG KOREAN BUFFET.

the food sucks. so disappointing especially cos marmi told me it was recommended on teevee.
after lunch we went to bugis street to shop. hehe.
i managed to buy 2 work dress, and 1 shoe for dar dar.

One of the dress i bought..i like how the back looks. ;)

but then now then i bought it back, i think i should have bought black instead of brown. sigh. shall wait for dar to try the size before i go back exchange the color.

marmi kept looking at bags leh.
any store that has bags she go in see.
think also because the clothes there not suitable for her lah.
she say only i buy she never buy. lolx.
in the end we managed to find her a black color (again. >.<" ) bag with loads of zip and pockets for only $18.00.

came home and chat on whatsapp with jiemei before i took a nap.
woke, slack, play iphone, and now blog.
wanna re-watch drama before i sleep tonight.

dar's coming back tmr night!
but i think like the previous year, he will return home damn late.
i wanna see him so bad.

think im on a blogging craze these few days

2011-11-25T00:43:00.003+08:00

haven't been blogging for close to 2 months and suddenly im blogging everyday now.
today's work is mainly on packing packing packing.
i packed 60+ big boxes to send out today with jiemei at work and man..my back is totally screaming in protest right now.
why why why i feel so old. fml.

boyfie whatsapp me today again. :)
i think hor, dar dar abit miffed that i complained about him in the blogpost 2 days ago.
haha. cos he been saying i never compliment him but keep complain him.
and if i compliment him is because he say so then i do it.
so by writing the previous sentence, im already doing what he want me to do but in the wrong way. hahahahha
dar was at a shopping center when he messaged me.
he said his frens wanted to go already, but he told them he wanted to whatsapp me first.
so sweet right???
lovelove dar so much.
im happy just to be able to hear from him everyday while he's overseas.
makes me feel like even though he's out enjoying himself he still bother to try contact me and update me.
is so much better than last time when he go totally no contact and then when he came back i was so upset we almost quarrelled.

& btw, dar agreed to go bkk with me!!
but he say go i also have to try find cheap deals like the one i found for ling & me this coming april.
we only pay about $160 each for air fare eh.
come to think of it, maybe i shouldnt go korea right?
but is seriously cheap deal leh.
$555 for all in hotel + airfare + taxes in Seoul central shopping area.
how to resist.
i still trying to decide if i should go.
somehow, i managed to tempt jiemei, kailin, and angeline + auntie go. hahaha.
aiya see how lah.

after work, i went dinner & shopping with jiemei at bugis!
we sorta gossip too much over dinner which ate into our shopping time. :(
seriously, time spend with jiemei is really very enjoyable.
we can never have enough time to talk, and we always laugh over the smallest things together.
i bought a high waist shorts, a bracelet, & a dress which cost me $34 in total.
Bought the dress so i can wear to work. manager complaining my clothes not office enough. sigh.

love the color of this pants.

jiemei gave me a huge surprise bomb towards the end of our date!
but i shall keep the surprise for now.
when it's actually really happening then i'll announce it to everyone.
really really really extremely can't wait.
super touched and super excited. all the emotions are being jumbled up together.

tmr will be buffet + karaoke after work with colleagues.
but jiemei might have to attend a wake and might miss out the buffet.
in fact, i really doubt she has time to rush over. sigh.
i hope jiemei can make it ehh..it'd be so much fun to have her around.

today boss called jiemei, me & nicole into his office and tell us his plans to train us to do account servicing.
wed & friday 6.30pm to 7pm is designated to be lesson time from him & jace/alan.
within 1 year time, we will be accessed and promoted based on performance to senior account executive.
this really sounds very promising, but im really not looking forward to the hmm..shall i say challenges of working directly under the boss?
i mean all three of us will be under the boss hawk's eye, but i would be even more because i will be handling the client that he is currently handling.
so can you imagine how stress i will be working under boss?
in fact, he said tmr he have a pile of things for me to do. shit.

randomly, i feel like ending the post here.
but then all words and no pics makes it look boring.
during this time, the eblogger app from iphone really super convenient.
cos instead of getting the pictures into the lappie from phone camera album, i can take photo directly and upload it onto the app and add it into this post right now that i have saved as a draft & publish there.
super cool right?
okay i think i'll go take a pic of what i bought to show you guys.

getting hyped looking at deals for holiday

2011-11-24T01:05:00.005+08:00

i wanna hyperventilate liao. really.
this morning at work julie saw an ad on today's paper go korea for 5D3N only $500+.
i called & checked is really hotel in seoul + 2 way airfare + airport tax below $600.
freaking cheap!!!
i got super excited & started checking out what hotels should we stay in.
but now, i saw groupon's deal go taiwan 6D5N $699 all in!
but i not really sure if by return flight they mean go taiwan & come back is included or just come back only then go have to pay ourselves.
i shall try psycho dar go with me next year.

but if go taiwan then korea how?~!
somemore dar not in sg now i cannot call him ask.
today dar managed to get free wifi to contact me on whatsapp & talkbox while he's at a shopping mall in malaysia.
he's staying in hotel for these few days cos his fren miscalculated got relatives staying at his house so cannot stay there till a few more days.
i forbid dar to buy singlets. instead, i ask him buy more shirts for himself. hehe.
dar really guai got listen to me.
he say he buy alot nice shirts and pants for himself.
he saw a cheongsam ask me if i want, but the design not fantastic, so i dunwan.

dar finally changed his hairstyle to more zai & handsome one!
he now really look like lee ming shun liao lor!
then today i saw xiaxue tweeted a picture of her super cute rabbit which she go style the hair. hahaha. immediately remind me of dar.

*credits to xiaxue*

See? really look like dar right? hahaha.

Ending this with cute pictures of kobe.
I had to gobble my bun cos this little whiner kept scratching my leg while trying to beg for food. haha.

how to say no to this kinda face you tell me. haha

last night together before 6 days of intense missing

2011-11-22T22:14:00.004+08:00

today wasnt supposed to meet dar dar but i had major cramps while at work today so i took half day & left at 3plus. Went back home & napped before i went to meet dar for dinner. Almost didnt get to meet him, but i kicked up a fuss so.....we met. Haha

I told dar i updated my blog & complained about him. Then he accuse me complain all abt him. Where got all right. Abit only mah. Hahaha. Dar say i never compliment him. So i compliment here okay.

Dearest bought me a huge teddy bear!!! <3 max. I shall pretend bear bear is dar dar for this 6 days. Love love

A few days ago he say his house downstair the organic store sell very nice raisins and then dar say want buy for me. so in the end he buy me the golden raisin eat. super niceeee. sweeeet. but i posted on twitter and never post here lah, so when he play with my phone saw that i posted on twitter he started questioning me why i post there why why why. hahahahaha. i post here liao okay. muacks. love you deep deep.

i like the way if he irritates me and he sees my annoyed face he will immediately say "ok ok love love okay. haha" yea. love love. <3

Think my blog is one step into the grave...

2011-11-22T01:31:00.001+08:00

life aint easy on you once you hit 23 seriously. it's either busy with work or study. i do kinda miss blogging. i miss out on so many things to blog here.

recently i really keep thinking my birthday's coming super soon & im not exactly anticipating it. 24 definitely sounds older than 23. no more teenager liao. think i got reminded by someone my birthday's coming & it started me on a roll of ageing.

but what's really weighing on my mind is that i will have to go thru 6 whole days of not seeing my bf from tonight onwards. nitemare really. i've been meeting him alot recently so hopefully im cushioned from the impact, but i doubt it'd cushion so much.

i dun understand why whenever i tell dar lets go holiday he will give me alot of excuses. Below are the common reasons he use:

1. not enuf leave to take from work cos of school
2. cannot take leave too advance cos hv periods tat are blocked
3. expensive no $
4. never go that country bef dunwan cos 人生地不熟

see? alot excuses right? even when i found cheap deals go near places such as bintam/batam/malaysia he refuses. yet he can take aeroplane go malaysia with his frens. he can plan with his frens very advance go holiday & he can go 5 days take alot leave from work. very unfair right? frens wan 就是无可奈何. I want 就 see how first. sigh. I really do want a holiday getaway just me & dar. really really really want.

Okay cannot complain liao. Later bf not happy. Hahaha. I love you still ok darling. Although you super unfair.

I went back to work last week & i have been busy up to my neck with endless urgent asap things. kana chased by supplier till i dulan. but at least my pay got increased lah. so thats a good thing.

Exam period a few weeks back was horrid. I did badly & expect to fail cos i didnt have the heart to study. But i very upset whenever ppl ask me how i did & if i said im gonna fail they will confirm say aiya wun lah. Some even insist lor. Its like i know for a fact i will fail. then dun insist with me can anot. I really wish no one else ask me about results anymore. But i will wish even more tat i pass all by some miracle lah.

That period was bad also because i had tons of quarrels with bf. Like seriously non stop no break. i think he was like a porcupine keep rejecting me / poking me with his needles till i damn upset. But thank goodness my normal bf is back with his occasional sweetness.

hmm wednesday onwards i will be banished to work in the pantry cos jiemei come back to work after exam & no one free to clear tables change seating. So i have no seat. Sigh. I wan my old seat back leh. My office bursting to the seams with people & things. I think we need a bigger office.

Okay. I typed all this from my iphone on blogger app. & my hand super strained cos i held it in one hand & used the same hand typed. Shall stop now & head to bed. Nights peep

Vintage Rose

2011-09-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

I did a new design!!
I love it!
But no matter how i look it doesn't look like a rose to me? lolx.
But i did receive quite a few compliments!
Even marmi say very pretty!!!
My classmates though it was a sticker design hahahaha.

Kailin's fren Evon dog. so cute!!!

May's dog. so cute also!!!

Marmi bought snowskin mooncakes from Prima Deli.
Not bad, but i still love Home Favourites Durian Snowskin Mooncake better. ;)

Fleas!

2011-08-30T20:55:00.013+08:00

I joined a flea for the first time last weekend!!
I was actually supposed to have a flea with May last sunday at scape, but I found a job to be a manicurist at Singapore Flyer to give people free express manicure.
I was really worried about not having any money because i stopped work last week.
In fact, I was down to my last $20 and now, I'm really think i'm super lucky cos money is coming in to me.

I received my pay from doing the survey job last month, & the lady there was super nice to ask for extra incentive of $20 for me cos i last minute help them do extra surveys to complete for them, so i got around $300+.
I earned a total of $127 from the 3 days flea last weekend.
I got a job for F1 for 2 days thanks to Kylie who introduced me!
Details are not final, but I got the job for sure and they pay is really damn good.
Dar found me a job from his friend above giving free samples in town, but details not final yet too.
on 20th this month im going to help my old company to do a full day event too!

Working at the flea for 3 days was really a good thing for me.
A few customers asked if i have a retail outlet and i met alot of nice people.
After painting for 30 plus people, my painting skills is so much better!
I have a steadier hand and I make lesser mistakes.
I also received 3 different offers to go fleas work!
I actually have 1 confirmed already! & I managed to secure a good pay for myself.
Ahhh~! I'm so happy.
Okay! Enough talk; pictures up!

Look at the board I made!!! So nice right?

Wore my new favourite statement necklace & the owl ring jiemei gave me!
Can you believe i got the necklace below $10?! Damn cheap.

My first time at Singapore Flyer!

Although not alot people, my stall was the only stall that's busiest.
Saturday flea i completely no time to rest at all.
But sunday I super free!

My booth! I super love the lacy table cloth marmi help me buy!!!

My DIY cheapo namecard. haha

My table look so organised and neat right?
But on saturday when i had a lot customer they all mess it up.
Some even roughly handle my polishes! So angry.

The fan is a waste of money!
Because eat battery so fast! It's like stopped working within 3 hours and i used 3 energizer can.
The pink mini fan for the nails is so much better!

Can you believed i painted this much nails?!

I met ling & enyi after flea on saturday for dinner!
Poor ling! She had 4 screws drilled into her gums!
I cannot imagine how pain that is, but she really in deep pain.
Pain until cannot smile properly and cannot eat properly.

Xin Wang HK Cafe's tou hua really super nice!

I painted this for ling too!

So gorgeous!

Hahahaha. cute ling!

She so cool!!! Not alot people dare to wear so loud, but it suits her!

Taken from enyi phone.

My mini fan so cute!

I looked ugly. =(

I was super hungry on Sunday's flea, and one of the nice vendors help me buy food!!!

I was so grateful i did her nails FOC!

I really had alot time on Sunday, so i did my nails!
Just a thumb though. haha

I even did 4 new designs on my color wheel!

My current color wheel.

After Sunday's flea, i decided to surprise my dearest darling!
I bought popeye and travelled a total of an hr half to reach dar's workplace from singapore flyer!!!
freaking far! i took 2 bus, 1 mrt ride and a less than 5 mins cab cos i kinda got lost since i wasnt sure which stop to alight.
but!!!! dar was super surprised!
when i called him and i told him to come down, he paused for that few seconds before he say give him 3 mins.
once he came down, first thing he said to me with a huge grin was why am i being such an ass. hahahahahaha.
apparently he liked me being such an ass right? lolx.
after that i went back home.
that day was really tiring cos i dragged my luggage around and can u imagine lifting a luggage up the bus steps and down the bus steps like 6 times?

anyway, it was good to make dearest happy. :)

Chasing After Money

2011-08-22T22:28:00.009+08:00

Okayyy, I was lazy.
I actually already written the previous post last week, but because I was lazy to add the photos in, so i left it in the drafts till today. haha.
Dar is rushing me for more updates here already because he said he wanted to know everything about me.
Yet he dun like to tell me everything about him.
He says I have to go understand him. Lol. what an asshole.

Once again, because of my laziness to post very often here, my brain is in a mess of what to write.
So I will just write whatever comes to my mind that I can remember happened last week.
Recently went out alot with boyfie. haha. loves!
today i met dar for breakfast at macdonalds, then nap at his house, go to school, and met him for dinner. shioks man!
i forced him to take photo with me!
So long never take together liao lorhhh! hahaha.
I kinda like these photos. =)

Okay, this was taken last week.

I cooked a pot of porridge at dar house to eat with him.
Dar's marmi helped abit. haha.
I kinda like the porridge, but dar prefer my normal minced meat porridge.

Oh! & I went to Marina Barrage twice last week.
My first time there with dar. ^^
He brought me there to meet his friends.
The view was really nice!

Kites filling the skies.

Florence & Jace humongous octopus kite!

Great view huh?

I took a few shots with kobe too!

Ah..my post was about chasing after money.
I NO MONEY!!!! sobs.
My money reserves dwindling until it's so pathetic.
I can't wait till my pay come in next week from the survey thingy i did last month.

I'm having a flea with May this coming Sunday at Scape 2pm to 8pm selling clothes and painting nails.
Please come and support us!!!
This week is gonna be quite busy really preparing things for flea, doing projects, studying for test. OMG.

I think i'm really blessed to have met so many truly nice friends who treat me good without any restraint.
I really dun have alot of friends.
But I really treasure the frens that i have now.
For example, chew ling notices things that i dun say and give in to me without me knowing.
She makes me feel comfortable and relaxed.
She lets me get a 1 day job before she get it herself even though both of us are just as broke.
She helps me without a single hestitation if I need it.
Then jiemei also another very good friend.
I really duno what to say to describe how good she is to me.
She has helped me find like 2 part time jobs up to now because she's worried i have no income while studying.
She introduced me to the best facial aunty she goes to and save my face!
Seriously, my face getting so much better, my pores are freaking smaller now! OMG.
She always buy small things for me when she goes shopping because she thinks it suits me and she go buy small things for me also when im very stressed out or down.
I have a few other great frens too, but they're the ones that really touched me right now.
My heart feels so full because of them.
I'm not sure how to repay them back their good to me except to be good also to them.
I love you all so much!!! <3

Okay, enough gushing. haha.
Here's some of the nails i've done since last week.
My first attempt at acrylic nails!

I did this a few days ago.
The picture doesnt do it justice, cos in reality it's much nicer.

This is the best design i've done so far!
love this so so much!
received alot of praises from my frens too.

This design actually done when angeline went to bkk last month and did a manicure.
I tried the design to see if i can duplicate it.
It's quite a success, because angeline tot it was her nails. haha.
this design received quite alot of praises too!

Okay, it's 2.36am now.
I need to go sleep!
I'm kinda hooked on playing Tiny Towers on iPhone. haha.
Good night!

Fun Baking Gals Session!

2011-08-11T22:36:00.006+08:00

I had one of the best days this week!!!
I was kinda stressed out even though this week is supposed to be a week holiday from school.
But today onwards till sunday i shall just relax & enjoy!!!

I had a really great day today all thanks to Chew Ling & Karyn!
I'm really happy I get to know Karyn thru ling, cos she's a really nice girl!
I do think i need more frens as well, but i dun wanna go anyhow making random friends if you know what i mean.
I really do prefer quality over quantity, although dar keeps telling me to make more friends.
if people always says quality is better over quantity, why do i have to keep making new friends if i already have quality friends? lolx.
good question right?

anyway, I met the gals at sun plaza macdonalds for lunch, before we went NTUC to buy ingredients to bake a chocolate cake!
too bad i only have a large base tin to bake the cake, else our cake wun be so thin! lolx.
but it still taste very nice!!!
Just that not very moist. duno how to make it more moist.
but baking together is such fun!

Looks yummy?! Chocolate icing in the making!

Our Piggy shitty Cake. hahahaha.

while the icing was chilling in the fridge for an hour, i started making salsa dip!

after that we completed the cake, then i started to do karyn nails!
she fell in love with a design i tried on a single thumb last time.
The color is China Glaze "For Audrey".
The color is super niceee! But I find their polish is abit too thick. =(
I redid 3 nails before i was satisfied.
Karyn was laughing because i was so picky. lol.

after that i dotted ling nails for her!
she already had on her base, which i really love!!!
omg i really feel like getting those colors from H&M!
but it's $7 leh. abit expensive.

after nails we ate the salsa dip and slacked for awhile before we cooked dinner!
ah ling is master chef!
she whipped up fried rice for us to eat!
yummy~!!

i wanna have this kinda day again!
i love gals day!
I love painting nails!
i love today!

Happy Birthday, Singapore!

2011-08-09T00:41:00.003+08:00

I used to feel so excited over national day when I was younger.
Now I can't even be bothered to watch the telecast on the parade.
And I kinda wonder why.
What happened that changes this?
Anyway, I still love my country. =)

my quote for the day is.....

if you're hungry, i will run mountain swim sea go hunt food for you. XD

of cos, this is specially for dearest boyfie only.
i said this because i managed to catch dar at msn while he checked his email before he went to work.
i was asking him if he wanted me to send dinner over to him while he's working.
even though he kept refusing me, when he reached work and started working about 7pm he sms me if my offer still stands. lol.
i guess his colleagues no time help him buy dinner.
went amk to buy him chilli crab subway for dinner.
dar said it was delicious all thanks to me.
i wonder how good it tasted, cos i never tried that flavour before.
i did make sure to exclude pickles from his sandwich though, cos i remembered he don't like that.

i went plaza singapura today to meet my school mates to do some questions on biz finance.
i think we failed terribly.
we did like 7 questions in 2 hours and im completely lost.
i have no idea what formula to use on each question.
ahhhhhhhh~! i think i need intensive help from someone good in finance.

i bought a box of mahjong chips at $18 ($1.90 off cos the guy said i went back twice), and a pack of mahjong cards at $9.90.
the guy even performed magic for me to see.
like on tv, he got me to pick a card and sign on it.
then he put it inbetween the stack and then he tried finding it for me.
weirdly enough, there was a pop out sticker of 2 herseys on the back cover of my card!
and the amazing thing is that he managed to make that sticker disappear and magically pop out a real life hersey kisses chocolate for me. lol.
i didn't eat it yet - still in my bag.

random musings stopping here.

Mahjong Addict

2011-08-06T21:39:00.005+08:00

Hello!

The nail & mahjong addict is back!
ahahahahaha.

i went dar house to play mahjong yesterday & overnight there.
i was super lucky cos i won $22 and dar won $5.
i saw a picture my fren uploaded and it was so cute!!!!

Credits to Joanna Hu. ;)
Thanks babe for letting me use this photo! hahaha.

i'm quite happy with dar recently. ^^
He's super sweet to me.
jiemei whatsapp me and told me her eyes went flying out when she saw a picture of me & allen on Ice Edge LCD Tv.
OMG lahhhh. that photo was freaking ugly can. sigh.
lol. anyway i really miss the ice cream there!

i sms dar and told him what jiemei told me.
after i told him i miss the ice cream there, he said we can go tmr (which was yesterday) if we're free!
waaa! so happy lor!!!!
but he said maybe we'll go xin wang hk cafe instead cos he craved the french toast there since we came back from genting. lol.
in the end we went xin wang because we played mahjong after that with andreas & adeline.
hahahaha.

Anyway, my new nails.

What's Your Japanese Name?

2011-08-04T00:43:00.001+08:00

TRY YOUR NAME IN JAPANESE:
A= ka, B=tu, C= mi, D= te, E= ku, F=lu, g= ji, H= ri, I= ki, J= zu,
K= me, L= ta, M= rin, N= to, O= mo, P= no, Q= ke, R= shi, S= ari,
T= chi, U= do, V= ru, W=mei, X= na, Y= fu, Z= zi
THEN PASTE YOUR JAPANESE NAME BELOW :) SHARE THIS!

mine is mitakashika chikato sounds so kawaii~! ♥

dar's name is so weird! lolx.
his is Katatakuto Memori.

Gold Gradient Bling Bling Nails & Boyfie Love

2011-08-03T22:35:00.004+08:00

i have the best boyfie in the world! ♥
i called him & told him i miss him, so he said let's meetup for stingray supper!
i was so happy i told him i'll post on fb. XD

i called dar a few mins ago, & he was on his way home from school.
he asked why my tone sound so sad, so i said cos im bored, im lonely & i miss him.
ahahahahahahahahahaha.

going down to have a stingray supper soon!!!
YAY! so happy.

dar asked me which photo of us i love the most.
which i find kinda weird lah.
duno what the bugger is up to, but i can't wait to know! hahas.
i selected 3 from my iphone!

I woke up at 10.30am today when a call from ling came.
she couldn't find my house. hahahaha.
but she did soon enough, & she even bought breakfast up for me! sweet max.

while eating our chee chong fun, i showed her the leopard stickers i bought for her to put on her nails, and if i had a video of her reaction or a photo, you'll be laughing like me too. lol.
she was so excited & omg-ing all the way.
really worth the surprise.
i had a hard time keeping it a secret from her for like a week or two.

anyway, i decided on a gold gradient nail design for her after researching on youtube for ages last night, and omg i love it soo sooooo much!
i think i definitely improved my skills.
it was definitely easier cos all the polishes i used with the exception of 1 is gliterry.
we decided not to do acrylic ribbons in the end.
luckily i managed to dissuade ling, cos i really think it wun go well with the design.
i did a beads ribbon and a small flower on her thumb instead.
results was fantastic!
okay, enough commentary.
here are the pics!

These are the polishes i used!

i super love the ribbon so much!!!!
OMGGGG! i think i'll do for myself also soon. haha

the fingers design not very obvious on photos, but in real life looks really nice.

Leopard sticker toe nails!

More nail stuff + catchups

2011-08-02T23:49:00.010+08:00

“Sometimes it doesn’t work - and that’s sad. But I remain an eternal optimist about love. I believe in love." - Jennifer Lopez.

I completely agree & love what j.lo said!!!
I think that sums it up for who I am, aside from being a hopeless romantic.
Probably the reason why I'm still so in love with boyfie after close to 4 years together.
Seriously, I find it hard myself to discover that i still love him so much after so long together.
I kinda assumed that the heat will kinda die down abit, but it's still flaming. hahas.
Of cos, some of that flame burns sometimes, but overall i still feel happy with him.

Randomly, i found this on fb.
Taylor Launter is so damn hot!

I'm multi-tasking at the moment.
I'm replying to fb replies from ling, randomly thinking of what to paint on her nails tmr when she comes my house in the morning, watching youtube on how makeup transforms really ugly looking girls into damn chio girls, and removing my nailpolish.
Seriously, the videos are really what the hell kinda reaction lor.
The girls really amazing at giving themself a totally new face.
& I swear to god, glitter polish takes 5x as much to remove! walao...

Ahh! I was watching videos on youtube and i was searching for gradient nail designs.
i saw someone ask how to remove glitter polishes easier, and the answer was to "use cotton balls soaked in nail polish remover on each nail and secure them to the fingers with tinfoil or tape. Let the remover soak on you nails for 15 min and then the glitter will just swipe off".
Sooooo gonna try that next time.

I only had on my gorgeous glitterly gradient nails for a week to be exact, but i'm removing them now cos i washed a lot of my clothes last night, and some of the nail designs came off a little bit.
I could fix it, but i didn't want to.

Anyway, i found these amazing sticker nail designs at toa payoh nail stall!
I bought a few for ling also! Can't wait to surprise her.
It's her favourite leopard design.
I bought all floral designs for myself - as expected.

Here's what I put on my toe nails.

Lovely right? I took a pic of the rest of the sticker designs I got.

Oh! & I kinda reorganised my nail polish collection, since it was getting too many to fit into a box.
I think the result is quite spectacular yea? lol

I really really wanted to post this.
Dar brought me out with his friends again last saturday, and we had dim sum supper at Swee Choon Tim Sum Restaurant.
According to fb, which i used to get the directions since i checked in using that, the address is at 191 Jalan Besar.
Anyway, it's walking distance from Mustafa.
I want to bring marmi here to try the food!
I love the dim sum here!

We went to Marina Barrage afterwards and stayed till about 2am plus?
I was about to knock out by that time, so i slept on the journey home while alex and yeenteng drove us back.
It was my first time to Marina Barrage, and it's like finally!!!
The picture above kinda dark, but what to do. Use iphone take mah. lol.

Speaking of food, I love to drink soup!!
Here's a picture of ABC soup i got marmi to cook for me. ^^
Super niceeee!

I attended a relative wedding which i dun really know them, lol.
But i wanted to go cos marmi said the food in that restaurant at jurong east is quite nice.
Turned out not all nice lah.
Marmi was wondering what happened to their quality also. lolx.
But it was still not bad and we had quite alot of fun eating together plus my photo taking funny episodes.
Here's a group photo taken by liyan jie jie, which many of them complained lol.
& the below is one of me & marmi! =)

Okay, that's a long enough post for now.
Heading to bed now.
Ling coming tmr at 10am to my house!
Nails time again! wooo~!

Gradient Nails

2011-07-26T01:34:00.004+08:00

I'm back to normal now!
After a good long sleep, i felt much better.
I went to school just to tap attendance before I left.
I feel abit guilty, cos I think I've been skipping a few classes already and this is only like the 2nd or 3rd week of school.
Anyway, the reason I skipped today was cos I have to go Commonwealth handup my surveys.

Been busy last week cos i had to do surveys.
I was given extra surveys to do!
YAY! more money coming in. XD
I went back home to change clothes (cos the brands i'm doing now is quite high end), had lunch before i went to raffles city.
I reached Aigner at 4.30pm, and I had to complete 5 surveys.
I managed to finish by about 6.45pm!
YAY!!! happy max. I think i was quite lucky luh.
Cos there the traffic really slow, not alot customers.
Partly cos quite high end brand also lah.

Dar called me about 5plus asking me where I was.
He was thinking of meeting me.
I really love such moments when dar would ask me to meet automatically.
When I finished my work, i went to buy some food before going his house.
Dar said he arranged a mahjong session for me.
Double yay!
I played with dar, angeline & her friend hui min.
Angeline luck super good tonight! Dar also!
I lost $7, but cos dar win $4, he help me cover up abit. hehe.
Thanks darling! I love you so much. muacks.

I got home about 11pm, and then did my nails!
I spent alot of time on it, as usual.
Decided to do a gradient type of nails.
I bought those long sticks of fimo fruits, butterfly, and flowers, so I decided to stick one on my thumb.
What do you think? Nice?
I kinda like it, but i think some of the nails (especially on my right hand) the polish is abit too thick. =(

hollow emptiness

2011-07-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooo.

i feel so weird & empty right now i really dun like it.
yesterday i didn't do half the things i planned to do.
but i did enjoyed half the afternoon mindlessly talking with marmi at home.
i finally got my butt out of the house at about 4pm to go novena finish up the last few remaining surveys.

i rushed like hell, taking a cab to downtowneast because dar make it sound so rush and urgent. >.<
from then on, it was kinda crazy.
we ate like there's no tmr after finally getting the fire started at about 8plus 9pm?
and then the boys got into a water fight.

somehow, all of us were dragged into it, and i was the last to be dragged into the toilet and everyone sprayed each other with whatever water they can get their hands on using their newly bought water gun.
someone started pouring the shampoo onto someone's hair, and then everyone started washing their hair together. lol. like wth right?

some of us, including me didn't bring clothes.
i only brought a top because i didnt think i would get totally and completely wet, so we went to cheers at about 11pm to buy clothes.
sad to say, we can't find any shop that's still open at that hour selling bikinis.
anyway, the whole room was flooding and soaking wet after our play.
after everyone stop, the girls were supposed to clean up ourselves in the toilet, but we got into another water fight with each other. lol.

half of us slept the night away, while the remaining half either sat outside and continue peng-ing food for duno who to eat, and 4 of us played mahjong.
dar & me were 2 of them who didnt get to sleep the entire night.
exhausted max!

when we were about to leave, but everyone dragging, i laid abit on the bed to rest cos i was really past my limits to stay awake.
dar was trying to get me to wake up, but i didnt really want to.
i only really got up when i heard him said i zao geng and am i stupid or what.
i got really hurt when i heard that, and im sure other ppl heard because the entire small room was filled with 10 other people.
apparently, dar tried to tell me i zao geng and to get up 3 times, but i didnt heard him except the part where he wanted me to get up.
he said that he said so loud even jack look at him so he duno what else to say to get my attention.
after that when we were alone and on the way home, we argued about it.
he dun accept the fact that there's a possibility i really didnt hear him say i zao geng after he said it 3 times.
but he do however accept the fact that i did not want to deliberately zao geng.
dun you think that's a bit conflicting?
if i heard you and i dun do something to cover myself up appropriately, then it means i deliberately want to zao geng.
talking about it now makes me feel upset all over again.
anyway he finally accepted the possibility that i might not have heard him 3 times after a very long time of me trying to convince him.
i feel sad that i have to even convince him.

we got back home to sleep at about 11am.
i slept till about 3plus, then went on to sleep till about 8plus.
after i woke, i really feel so empty inside.
i think that's the aftermaths of being too occupied the previous day and suddenly now there's nothing to do that's making me feel this way.
i dun want to be alone.
i wanted to go find dar so i can get rid of that feeling.

i typed till here, and i started spacing out dejectely.
sighhh. i feel so pathetic.
think i'll go to bed after this and just get the day over with.

Genting, Meetups, Karaoke

2011-07-23T01:45:00.007+08:00

I freaking miss my marmi!
I haven't seen her for a week already luh!

Genting trip was fun, ok, hmm..maybe abit mixed feelings.
It was definitely tiring, since we didn't get much sleep at all, and loads of photos were taken by Aloyscious & Alex pro pro dslr camera.
This trip was a huge group of friends, so we didn't get much personal time to enjoy.
But it was still fun overall.

Dar won me a bear at a crossbow game!!!!

Here's ghim soon bear, which is the exact same. haha.
i find the way he tie it to his backpack so cute!!!

Best thing about this trip was that I won RM400 from the casino there. haha.
Actually is win RM800 de luh, but i lost half of it the next 2 days. hahahahaha.
But i still very happy i win some money.
The way dar gamble very the scary lor.
I abit concerned, since he still continued playing after losing a thousand rm after 2 days.
But the very last day, from losing 1k, he won back home 1k in rm. lolx.
I think quite amazingly and very lucky lah. Luckily never lose lo.

This entire week I have been running around Northpoint and Novena doing surveys to earn abit of money.
Aside from that, I also worked on a report for work the past 2 nights.
So actually, I very very freaking the tired this whole week and i've been coming home late and thus can't see my dearest marmi.

Monday, I slept at dar house but with Angeline, cos she went bkk and saw ghost there so she very scared especially since her mom went to malaysia and will only be back on tuesday.
I like the girls talk we had before we slept. ;)
She got me a really sweet looking bag!
We all agree that it's kinda easy to buy things for me cos anything that looks sweet is me. lolx.

I love this bag!! Thanks babe!

I played mahjong with Angeline, Andreas & Adeline on tuesday night after working and won $5. wooo~!
But after that no more mahjong ler. sobs.
I wanna playyyy.

I bought the above t-shirt for dearest darling today after i finished doing survey at novena DN Denizen!
Students can get 30% off eh! so good lah!!!!
I think dar dar this week really super tired & stressed out no chance to rest alot at all, so I bought this for him hoping he'll cheer up!
I kinda like the design. ^^

Ling came novena find me awhile and shopped around herself while waiting for me to finish.
We went to Orchard and wait for her mummy to join us before we had dinner at Ding Tai Fung!
I'm actually pretty exhausted right now, so i wun upload any more photos ok.
I know i'm VERY VERY VERY behind on photos here.
But i very lazy and busy lah. lolx.

While on the way home at about 10.30pm, dar called me after his class ended!
I was really surprised that dar said he wanted to meet me & spend some time together.
He said he dunwanna spend time at Macdonalds or Starbucks, so he suggested singing karaoke.

I reached Northpoint first, so i checked out the price and waited for dar to join me.
Okay, i cannot resist.
I want upload a few photos make you all jealous. hahahahahahhaa!

Don't you think we look alike in the first 2 photos?

We both smile the same way!!
Okay, the 2nd pic I deliberately follow dar. hahahahah

mmmmm-muack!!! <3 my dearest boyfie so much

Singing time!

My shirly temple mocktail!

Pretending to be very engross in singing when actually i'm not even singing just fake opening my mouth. ahahahahahahahahaha!

But dar's not fake singing lah. hahaha.
He's really super engross in singing.

This is the first time we sing k together just the 2 of us, and i think we should do it more often next time.
It's so fun singing all the couple songs, especially when dar turned 月亮代表我的心 into a hip hop rock by rapping the last 3 words of my singing.
hahahahaha! fun fun fun!

I think the above photos sufficiently make my readers jealous with our lovely dovey. hahaha.

Tmr, I think I will do the following:

- paint new designs on my nail. i seriously wanna try acrylic, but i also bought sticks of fimo fruits and butterflies and flowers from far east today so i can try another design.
- go toa payoh buy more nail stuff! i think i should be stopped lor. i cannot stop buying nail stuff! i love it so so much.
- go novena finish the last 3 surveys.
- maybeee go school print my tutorial notes. but then i think very slim chances lah.
- at night dar said there's a chalet with ghim soon and friends.

Actually, i was kinda shocked there's a chalet tmr night with ghim soon they all.
Cos we just had genting trip last weekend. lolx.
I wanna find some time to sit down and eat with marmi or talk random nothing.
I miss her.

Sunday i'm meeting jerlynn & jan for korean bbq buffet!! wooo.
Okay, i'm stopping here for now.
Byes!

Chopped Tresses

2011-07-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Howdy!
I think I went abit crazy this afternoon during my 4hrs of break between lessons.
I went to Clementi & chopped off a huge chunk of damaged hair & this was the result.

I don't think my hair has ever been so short since I was a kid.
I FREAKING MISS MY LONG HAIR!
Long + Curly hair = me.
Now it's a new combi & frankly speaking, i kinda like how it look now, but i still miss my long hair!

The salon I went to was kinda cramped with alot of customers, alot of staff, and alot of stations.
They're newly opened, so they have a promo going.
I asked around 3 hair salons in Clementi mall & the prices were like $28 so I was quite desperate for a cheap cut lah.
This one actually told me that it costs, get this, $3.50 to cut my hair. Or maybe it was $3.30.
I thought I heard wrongly okay.
Cut + Shampoo only $9+ okay!

Just as I was wondering how they earn money, I realised their tactic.
They have this corner where they put a hair scanner like those from Yunnan and they scan your scalp and show you freaking gross close up pic of your unhealthy clogged pores.
I was so freaked out I agreed to do the scalp treatment for $59.
Plus colouring my newly blacked hair into some dark purple colour?
Aiya, i dunno lah. I think I siao want also. LOL.

The guy who did my hair for me looks like a typical ah beng with his golden hair & tall thin frame.
His hair was styled into those super long standing in front & use 2 palms style at the back those type.
He actually asked me if his hair is nice, so being diplomatic me, I said it was okay lo.
Then he went on to ask me if I dare to go out with him on a movie date.

.......

=.=" i can't believe he actually asked me that.
Isn't that kinda unprofessional?
I immediately said I already have a boyfriend.
zzzzzz

Anyway, I metup with kailin last sunday and went to hai bin prawning that's newly opened at Punggol (Tebing Lane) with dar & his whole gang of frens (ghim they all).
Photos up when I feel like it. LOL.

I'm really tired out by today's full day of lesson from 8.30am till 6.30pm.
I really should start packing my bag now cos tmr i wun have time to pack since I'm going for a briefing for the survey thingy that jiemei intro me after my classes end.

Really can't wait for tmr!
Ah ling coming back from austria, angeline coming back from bangkok, and i'm going genting with dar & his friends on friday! woohooooo.

Okay, gonna go rest now. byes!

Mahjong Winnings

2011-07-09T02:08:00.008+08:00

WAAAAA~!
I'm like so damn happy can.
I got seated at my lucky seat while playing mahjong & won money. ^^

After I posted about winning $20, I lost forgot how much.
Then yesterday went to dar house help him pack clothes cos they got a new drawer & played 东风 and 南风 only cos they all tired after all the packing & I won $6.
Today, I got to seat at my lucky seat again & I won everybody $26!!!
Isn't that alot?!
It's like I'm really so lucky.

Yesterday I got alot of small money from getting animals or flowers, and first time I got a full set of blue flowers (一花到四花) so everybody had to give me 40cents (we playing 20cents, 40 cents).
Today, I played with dar, dar's marmi and his brother.
I lost $4 and dar also lost $4.
After that dar went to bed & I continued with dar's marmi, angeline & andreas.
First round I was really amazed by how lucky I was.
I 自摸 pong pong 胡 but nobody throw give me, is I all take myself.
Plus it was quite early in the game I won.
I tot it was only 2 tai plus my animal 3 tai.
But dar's marmi say all hidden pong is 满 tai.
I was really shocked cos I first time so lucky & didn't expect so much!

Okay, I'm kinda repeating myself, but I really feel so!
After that I also keep winning 平胡, 半色, 4 tai, 3 tai, 2 tai, 1 tai etc.
The very last round I was waiting for 平胡, but can only take myself cos I wait 一边 instead of 两边.
Then the tile I wanted already has 1 on the table, and andreas who was sitting on my 上风 throw the card I wanted.
But I never 吃 I took a new tile and I got it!!!! XD
Lucky max. Dar's marmi was telling me I should have eaten andreas tile and then throw one tile away wait 2 tiles is easier.
After she said then I realised, Oh yea! I can play this way too!
So i learn new things again.
She shaked her head saying I very lucky. hahaha.
She did say I got improve my mahjong, so I very happy also. ^^

Ever since adeline (andreas's gf) got them a mahjong table I have been like practically playing mahjong at least 3 times a week at their house.
Now that I'm not working anymore I'm staying overnight there even, but not too frequently.
I duno why, but I just love mahjong so much even if I lose alot money.
I wonder why I have this addiction. hahas.
Maybe it's the feel of getting good tiles and the hope of luck.
Cos even if you totally lose alot all the way, towards the back if you win 满 tai, you get to break even and maybe even win money depending on how much you lost.

Hmm..recently I've been quarreling with darling.
I don't know why, but I just do.
I feel so sad for the past few days that I quarrelled with him that yesterday, I baked cookies and went to his workplace to give him.

These looks good right!
I made Coffee Kisses Cookie Sandwiches.
Recipe made 10 exactly, so after offering marmi 1, I packed the rest in tupperware and went to find dar. (Not that I stingy only give marmi 1 okay, is she ask for only 1. i think she no confidence in my baking skills. lol)
I made a pitstop at amk KOI to get dar his favourite Ice Cream Milk Tea with no pearls to cheer him up at work also.

Dar said it's fabulous and he loves it! (exact words)
Dearest thought I bought the filling for the cookies, but I made it myself!
He told me his colleagues said it was nice too. hehe.

Today, I decided to bake coffee cookies without the fillings.
It was the same recipe, and I think it's actually kinda more healthy cos it calls for less butter and sugar.
I only used like 75g of butter & 50g of light muscovado sugar.

The above was the result.
I think yesterday's attempt was so much better even though I used the same recipe.
I actually added abit more butter yesterday for the biscuits, but today I just followed exactly and it turned out abit crumply that's why it looked like that.
Plus I can't taste the coffee in the cookies lo, although angeline said she could taste it.
She don't like it, but adeline loves it and even ask me for the recipe.
Dar said first bite was okay only, but the taste comes out after eating a few more.
Dar's mummy tried and said nice cos it's not super sweet.
I think it's okay only, taste exactly like biscuits lo.

I'm so happy I'm not working for this week because I'm enjoying myself slacking!
School starts next week (SOB!), but I'm going genting with dar & his friends on Friday!
Plus ling is finally coming back SG!!! woohoooo.
I'm so going to airport to see her even though next morning I have to wake damn early for the bus to genting.

I called to apply a part time job at this bubble tea shop that newly opened in northpoint last week, but no reply yet leh.
I think low chance bah.
If this one no news then I'm not going to look for another part time job ler.
I'll just concentrate on studying my 5 modules (sigh).
Wish me luck k, because I'll be retaking Distribution Channels and there's a finance module too which I predict is gonna be hell for me since i dun understand them.

Going to ah ma house tmr morning with marmi to pay respects to great grandma who passed away last year.
Sunday meeting kailin at vivo! YAY!

A week of rest

2011-07-03T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I quit my job at Flying Chillies.
I don't feel like writing here, so ask me directly if you really wanna know.
Anyway, nothin much also lah. Just a few issues.

So, I'm super free this week!
I painted my nails last night.
I love pastel colors, so I repainted this design.
I only added the flower design on my thumb a few hours ago.
Left thumb ugly. =(

I'm buying geo lens again.
But this time not from Pamperdesire. =(
Was really sad cos I like them & their price was the best.
But the owner told me that they can't sell geo lens anymore as alot of blogshop owners have been caught and fined selling them.
So they only sell ifairy lens now.
ifairy lens is bigger & more expensive, but i prefer geo lens.
My eyeball not big enough put so big. lolx.
Twinie wanted to buy, that's why I also buy.
The below colors are Angel Brown & Angel Grey in 14.8mm.
I'm getting the grey since I already have the brown ^^

A few random photos of kobe guarding his hamburger toy fiercely. hahas.

Hyped!!

2011-06-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

I saw this picture on Lookbooknu 's facebook.
SUPER LIKE!!!
Link: http://lookbook.nu/look/2025871-SHORTALLS

Anyone know where I can get this? ;)

Addiction to Mahjong

2011-06-30T01:30:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!!
I WON $20 TONIGHT PLAYING MAHJONG!!!!

Super duper happy lor!
It's like the very 1st time in my life I won so much playing mahjong.
I always lose money want.
But tonight I won all 3 players! Hehe

Okay. The picture I uploaded here is actually taken about erm...last year?
It was at ermander house playing with dar & sted.
Ahhh~! I kinda miss those times.

Sweet Nothings

2011-06-27T16:48:00.003+08:00

Wanted to post a picture along with this post, since this is gonna be such a sweet lovey dovey post.
But I realized we haven't taken a picture together for a long time now.
So I'll just re-post one from my facebook.
Dearest look very handsome here hor? ;) *winks*

There's this picture of a screenshot between 2 guys going around recently.
It goes like this...

Guy A: I think I'm beginning to fall for another person. Can't help it, there are just too many girls out there and my girl's just too plain.

Guy B: Be contented. Yes, there are people who are greater than her. There are people who are more attractive, more intelligent, more caring, and more fortunate. That's life - full of temptations. But don't be deceived by those things. Because didn't you ever realize that there are people who are also greater than you? Yet, she chose you.

When I first saw the picture, I thought Guy A was a jerk.
Then on Sunday 4.18am, while dar was working & I was sleeping, dar sent me an image of the above conversation & typed the below:

Love u dearest.
My girl is never plain.

I saw & it's like OMG.
I was completely falling for this kinda romantic & sweet stuff.
Instead of saying "you're never plain" or "dar is never plain", i like the way he said "my girl is never plain".

The way I reacted when i saw that was exactly the way I behaved when I watch drama shows & the male lead does something manly or sweet or romantic to the female lead.
With loads of "ahhhhhhh!!!", loads of silly grins and hands flapping in the air or holding my face. LOL.

Last night, I asked dar to send me a super sweet good night message that is long.
He was giving me his usual "huh! my vocab private limited la" etc kinda excuses.
But at 1.20am, I received the below message:

i want to remember how you we made me laugh and sometime scary and i never want to forget how special & different you are and how you touch my heart in a way that no one else could.

Seriously so damn sweet can!!!!!
This is the sweetest boyfie have ever said to me.
I actually kinda doubt that he can say these kinda things, but he said he meant it when I asked him happily if he meant it from his heart.
Some of his words made me abit confuse, especially the scary part, but I was already goo-goo-ing over the rest of the sentences I couldn't be bothered.
I never knew I meant like that to him.

My boyfie is kinda like a wood.
He don't like to say sweet stuff, but he's tend to take care of me without me noticing.
But when he does sweet things, I'm really very touched and happy that he made the effort.

I love you dearest! ♥

Waitering....

2011-06-25T12:45:00.001+08:00

is damn tiring.

Started my first day at Flying Chillies at 313 Sommerset & I already boo boo liao.
I wore blue jeans, when I was supposed to wear all black. Sigh.
Kana suan by manager, but other than that I think she's quite nice.

The assistant manager I dun really like her.
She's the type to turn you off when you look at her.
Like pertually got that black face on.
I saw her laughing with colleagues though near to closing time.
Reason why I didn't like her was, i think she's very unfriendly to me.
First, i wanted to check the time, so I took out my hp to see.
She saw me taking it out & immediately tell me not to play my phone blah blah blah.
I explained to her I wanted to check the time and she looked around the place to find a clock, which obviously wasn't there so she told me I can check the punch card machine next time.

After that there was abit of crowd, so i was standing at one corner after I walked around and saw that no customer needed any other things like refill of water etc.
She then came to me black face to scold me, telling me that now is the busy time dun just stand there do nothing.
Sigh..

I was too tired yesterday after I got home, so I fell asleep and only woke at about 3pm today.
I went directly to work after I woke up, so I didn't had any food at all till about 11pm when they provided dinner.
Was suffering from hunger all day long without a chance to sit.
Sigh..working as a waitress really very xinku.
It's only my first day & i'm already thinking of quitting.

After work I wanted to buy a drink cos I was so thirsty from 7-eleven at somerset mrt, but the stupid 7-eleven close already.
I thought 7-eleven to be 24hrs?!
Even if it's inside the train station and have to close, shouldn't it close the same time as mrt last train or something?
I'm feeling grumpy so I'm complaining loads today.

On the train home, I was stomped by a auntie damn freaking hard.
The pain had me shouting out loud, causing ppl to look at me, which i hated.
Since she said she's so sorry i didn't bother looking at her with dagger eyes.

So you see? I had a horrid day.
I'm removing my nail polish now cos I can't have them while working as a waitress. sigh.
i want a new job. =(

Freelance - Nails for Jace/Celene

2011-06-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

Super busy this week.
Went to Jace house after work on Tuesday & Wednesday to do nails for Jace & Celene.
This is gonna be a short post.

Celene nails & toes.
Leopard french manicure

Jace's nails.
I didn't do it as nice. =(

I also did it for Jace's 2nd sister nails & toes too.

Jace's mom did just her nails, and it was just a normal coat of light purple, so I didn't take pictures.
Hope they like their nail designs.

Kobe & Nails

2011-06-21T10:54:00.006+08:00

Okay the title is really meh.
But I don't know what else to put!
I feel zombified now cos I was up late last night playing with nails.

I went to dar house after work to mahjong with angeline, andreas/adeline & his mom.
I kept winning 2 tai self draw initially. hahas.
Then dar came back & andreas took over adeline (his gf), so i started losing. omg.
When I gave dar my seat so i could catch the last train home, i lost about $4.
But dar managed to win $15 when they all finished the rounds. hehe.
Darling super pro.

Dar gave me like $4 to catch a cab home when I told him i wanted to catch last train home.
So sweet right? ^^
After that we whatsapp & he randomly told me that I look pretty. heh.
I saw the message & i was so happy.
Darling dun lie to me about such stuff want, sometimes even when i think i look pretty he says okok only.
So if he says I look pretty i must be pretty. ^^
Happy to the max.

Anyway, I got home and I painted 5 different designs on my nails cos I was greedy.
Hello Kitty failed. =(
Rainbow, Christmas Lights, Elegant frenchie all pass. ;)

Tiffany & Co color! looks elegant eh? ^^

Vivi aka Jiemei aka Vernice (lolx alot names!) bought these for me while she was shopping at vivo with her bf!
Vivi always so nice and sweet to me.
She said she bought me these cos I had a bad weekend.
Ahhhh~! Super nice of vivi.

I'm super tempted to get more crackle colors from China Glaze!!!
Below two is actually same, just that the base is white & black.
I wanna get silver, gold & pink.
Cos buy 3 is $13 each.
But i'm so broke this month, so i shall hold in my temptation first.

Seriously speaking, I really love my face now.
No pimples & it's clear skin! woohooo!
All thanks to vivi who recommended me the home facial salon.
I would go through the pain again to get better skin really. Except for plastic surgery or botox whatsoever.
My limits stop at facial. haha.

Tonight I'm going to Jace house to do Celene nails!
So excited. This is the first time I'm doing freelance for nails. ^^
I hope more business can come in after this although I not say very professional.
The design is not very finalised yet for Celene's nails, so I'm abit worried.
Brought my lappie along with all my nail stuff today to work & it's freaking heavy. =.=
Tmr will be Jace's turn.
Jace's nails are going be a challenge for me cos her nails are uneven. Some short some long.
She too stressed go pluck off her nails. (x_x)

Okay, no more gossips.
Below are all cute shots of Kobe! <3
I agree with Angeline - Pics of Kobe with tongue out is the cutest! Mad love.

Korean Fashion

2011-06-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

I love love love the way this picture is taken for Vogue Korea.
Kim Ha Neul look damn sexy here with a military concept.
I also wanna take this kinda photo!
But I'll probably look weird? lolx

I don't like or dislike her (forgot her name. korean star), but i love the dress she's wearing here!
Abit unsuitable for normal day wear though, unless there's a super important function?
But I dun think I'll have to chance to go attend such functions. lol.
Or maybe wedding dinner one of the gowns? Possible.

...

2011-06-05T20:49:00.003+08:00

I am so so lazy to update this space here recently.
Even on fb, I'm finding it hard to catchup on things.
Many things have happened that I've not managed to write here.

School is starting in a few more weeks.
I'll be taking 5 modules instead of 4 modules, so I predict the coming 4 months is gonna be hell for me.
In sight of that, I really want to play as much as I can & meet boyfie as much as possible.
But things dun really go the way I want alot of times.
I've been having some arguments with boyfie for the past few days.
I know what's my problem, but I can't seem to change.
I cannot stop my addiction to spending time with boyfie, but he gets bored of being with me all the time.

Sigh...I think I'm in such a mess. Am I a horrid gf?
I was so down the past two days cos of boyfie, but he dun try his best to come & hong me. He gives up so easily my pride is hurt.
Today was my fault, and I kept saying sry to him & apologising, but he's ignoring me.
When it's his fault, he dun admit it easily.
I did something today that I know he hates the most. & I feel so guilty after that.
I'm so worried dar won't love me anymore and give up on me. Will you dar?
It's all my fault for wanting to meet him constantly, that's why he gets so tired of me.
But after this week, I really wun have alot time to meet him already.

I'm stopping work for 4 months after I finish working this month to concentrate on my studies.
My last semester at school, so I really have to go all the way for it and be extra hardworking.
I found a part time job at Flying Chillies @ 313 Somerset.
Pay is quite good, and I'll have flexible timing, so it should be good.
I'm starting work this coming weekend, so please wish me loads of luck!
Tue, wed I'm going to Jace house do nails for her & Celene.
Fri is Jace's wedding.
So you see? I really dun have alot time to meet boyfie anymore.

Answer to all that is to know more friends, as always suggested by boyfie.
But I'm not the type of person to go around making friends like a social butterfly.
I warm up slowly to people, and once I know you well enough, I'll be really good to you.
So dun try to rush me into making friends.
I'm comfortable with the friends I have now.
Even though I can name them all now, and it's not alot, but I love them in my heart.

Chew Ling, Kailin, Aisah, Vernice/Jiemei, Angeline, Twin-ie...
I love you all. Not in order of preference okay.
I feel comfortable talking to these people, even though they hardly talk with me everyday except for jiemei, I still hold them close to my heart.

Speaking of jiemei, I really feel very happy I met her.
We only met for a few months at work, but we click so well and we're kinda inseperatable.
We whatsapp each other everyday, gossip about everything, go for impromptu dates after work, shop together, like the same fashion stuff, and she always always buy me things that she thinks suits me whenever she goes out shopping.
I feel safe telling her secrets which I wouldn't tell anyone else in the company except for Alan also. Cos he can keep secrets.
Instead, friends that I know at school, I found out 1 of them betrayed me.
It makes me really cynical towards making new friends.
As in make good friends, if you know what I mean.

Okay, from here on I'm just gonna ramble on about random things.

My skin is much better after the facial jiemei recommended me at hougang!
I'm so so happy. My skin is so much clearer now.
I'm definitely going back again after getting my pay for a facial.
The intense pain is worth it to become pretty. ;)
Even boyfie who always give comments like "ok lo, i see no difference" type of comments regarding my face & hair says that my face is much better now!
So it must be really better alot cos he noticed.

I'm super super broke this month, cos I bought tickets for me & ling to bangkok next year april!!! YAY!!~
I can't wait to go bkk with ling!

I have hundreds of photos not uploaded yet, & I'm still thinking whether I should anot, but just go my fb and see the photos okay.

I feel like going Sentosa, Marina Barrage, Marina Bay etc with boyfie for dates.
I can't wait till September comes, because that's gonna be our 4th anniversary.
Boyfie already reserved places at some place like since the start of the year?
I'm really excited to know where it is he's bringing me, but he's keeping mum.

Work recently is quite slacking because I already finished the reportings and etc that got me so busy and tired.
I have practically nothing to do everyday & I go to everyone (even my boss once) asking for work a few times a day.
Sometimes I get to do stuff, but most of the time is slacking or doing easy stuff.

Kobe is so damn cute!!!!
But he's also super fierce and quite naughty!
He pees on beds, and scream his tiny lungs off (which is surprisingly very loud) at anyone who passes the door or at random air frequently, rummages my bag for my suan mei, and damaged my dress in the process.
The 2 strings behind my dress was hanging by a thread (really, no joke) when I discovered it, & i only wore it once!
Luckily marmi managed to sew it back for me. :)

The night that I stayed over at dar's house and kobe attacked my suan mei & dress, I really like.
When dar woke up to go work, he woke me up from his sister bed (angeline was sleeping in another room with her mummy) and got me to sleep at his bed which is more comfortable instead cos the bed I was in had plastic covers on it still.
He tucked me in sweetly, caress my hair and gave me a kiss on the forehead before he left.
Super sweeeeet. <3

I was sick 2-3 weeks ago, and took MC from work.
When dar woke up & saw my msg that I left work early and went home, he knew I wasn't feeling well, & he played my my favourite song on piano, recorded it, and send me via whatsapp telling me that he loves me more than i love my favourite song.
It's like so super sweet right?
& he played Canon In D so perfectly I kept listening to it.

erm..okay i think i'll stop here.
i probably wun update so soon again, but i'll try okay.
alot things lined up for me.
byes!

Business Trip

2011-05-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hello!!

I haven't been updating my blog as often lately.
& once again, I find myself lagging behind on photos.
Work has been quite stressful last week.

I'm going to KL tmr morning for a business trip.
Will be coming back on Wednesday, and hopefully, I can find some time to shop! ^^
I met dar for a movie date at AMK hub earlier & caught Priest.
I found it not bad, but dar dun seem to enjoy it. Hahas.

I met jiemei (vernice) & went for a facial at a home salon she recommended at hougang yesterday.
Omg...it was really pain until my intestines wanna burst out. lol.
But it was worth it, because I saw the result of all that acute pain afterwards.
My nose is still sore from yesterday's squeezing.
It cost $60, and I think it's kinda worth it.
Shall go for another facial next month!

After the facial, I went with jiemei to AMK hub!
We intially wanted to catch a movie, but there wasn't any good shows up with suitable timing.
We decided to go back home, but something caught our eye.
We saw sales in one of the shops, and that was the start of a crazy shopping spree for me. LOL.
I bought quite alot of stuff! Mostly accessories, 2 nail polish & a shorts from Cotton On & a shirt from some shop.
It was soooo fun to shop with jiemei!
We're so going to catch a movie together next month after our facial. hahahas.

Okay, I'm gonna stop here for now.
Will try to find some time to blog more.
Good nighty!

Back to Oriental

2011-05-23T22:31:00.003+08:00

Ahh~! I was busy. Kinda.
Which explains why my last post was on Wednesday.

I'll post my company 10th year anniversary outing (last friday) when i can find the time.
So many pictures to sift through & edit!
Saturday & Sunday was spent with darling! ^^
Saturday night dar asked me out for a movie date!
We caught Pirates of the Carribean & after that he slept over at my house.
Next day I went to his house to slack & have dinner.
Dinner was so yummy even though his mummy just steamed a fish with tofu, four season beans with fried egg, & ABC soup.
Really so yummy! *drools*

I decided to go dye my hair black & straighten my fringe today after work.
I havent had black hair for so many years I kinda missed it.
Besides, black hair looks healthier and hides the damaged hair even though it's still damaged. LOL.
The last I permed my hair and dyed it was in January at the hougang home salon.
I realised today, that the auntie really can perm my hair until now still have curls.
It's been 5 months already. Amazing huh?

The hair dresser was asking me if I just permed recently.
Think he was quite surprised when I told him I did that in January. LOL.
I think it's amazing how just by blowing dry my hair they can turn my hair to this (below).

Anyways, I will be going to KL this coming Monday to Wednesday for a 1 day event.
Hopefully I will have time to shop! ^^
Will blog again soon.

happy tra-la-la

2011-05-18T22:51:00.004+08:00

I'm sooooo happy recently!!
Ever since the end of my last paper, I've been completely enjoying myself.
Don't believe? See my below schedule:

Thursday: Movie (Thor) with dar after our paper ended at the same time.
Friday: Met Ais at Northpoint & caught movie (Hookwinked Too) & then mahjong with dar, & his sister's 2 friends.
Saturday: Went JB Shopping with dar!!! Love to the very max
Sunday: Met twin-ie at Cineleisure to watch (Beastly)
Monday: Start work. Mahjong at night with dar's family while dar is working.
Tuesday: Public Holiday. Cousins came over for mahjong & marmi ordered pizza for dinner. Mahjong at dar's house after that at night and lost alot to his brother's gf!!!
Wednesday: Today. Shopped at Watson's Member's Only Sales at Northpoint with dar!!!
Friday: Company Anniversary. Work half day, then go indoor rifle shooting before yatch at Sentosa.

See?! I'm sooooo enjoying myself!
I can't wait till friday is here!
I heard there's gonna be karaoke on the yatch and food too!

Marmi ordered Canadian Pizza to eat for dinner after our mahjong with my cousins!
Okay, technically, I made the order, but marmi paid. HAHA.
YUMMY!!!!! We ordered Singapura Special & Cheesey Turkey.

I have no idea why, but I have this irresistable itch on both my legs!
I can't stop myself from scratching it till it became raw & red.
I went to marmi for help & she gave me a cream to put on it.
It's not itchy for now. =)

While I'm blogging this, I have a mask on my face.
I'm gonna put loads of mask on my face from now on to make it better.
Please give me a better complexion!!! I hate pimples!

All the stuff I bought at Watson today! Hehe
Okay, I forgot to put in my 2 boxes of mask I bought also.

I was kinda surprised by jiemei (vernice)!
She bought this hair band for me while I was still having my exams and gave me today!
Pretty?! ^^

JB Shopping with Love ♥

2011-05-16T01:59:00.009+08:00

It's 1.59AM now, and I just got back from playing mahjong with dar's mom, his brother, and his brother's gf.
Dar's at work. Lol.
I'm abit tired already, but I promised dar yesterday that I'll post an entry tonight, so here goes!

Last Saturday was the happiest I've ever been for the past few months, and it's all thanks to dearest!
I have not enjoyed myself this much in months!!!!!
dar said that he wanted to 宠 me, so everything that i wanna buy, just buy cos he's gonna buy for me.
i think i'm abit 受宠若惊 by his actions. lolx.

early in the morning about 11am, dar came & fetched me.
we went to jb & searched for this elusive duck shop to have our lunch.
dar was quite insistent about eating there even though he duno the way cos he said the food is really good, especially the tofu.
& i was like huh?! tofu? lolx.
just as we were about to give up finding the place after going in circles and u-turning like 2, 3 times, we found it! haha.

Yummy duck! Abit too salty though.

The zao pai tofu. Taste good too.

Qing Zheng Vege. Nice. ;)

The pictures looked like that because we had a *ahem* romantic lunch due to a blackout at the shop. LOL.
After lunch, we drove to City Square to shop.
Cos dar didn't know the way, so we U-turn a number of times again. Hahaha.

We headed to the cinema to buy tickets for "Fast & Furious 5" before we went shopping.
OMG there were soooo many people and only like 3 counters open. =.="
The worst thing is, the ticket counters were near the escalator and there wasn't much space to queue so everyone was like cramped in one place.
Duh to the person who designed the space.

We had an hour to shop before our movie starts, so we went down a level & went to Innercity to look around.
The first shop we went into was a shoe shop. OMG!!!
I saw the first shoe & fell in love.
See?! How can you not fall in love with this shoe?!

While waiting for the salesman to get my size.

Guess what? The display shoe was the LAST PAIR in that color!!!
I didn't like the remaining 3 colors (light pink, light brown, dark brown), so I tried on size 36.
It was a slightly tight fit, so we left and walk around trying to find other shops selling the same shoe.
We went back to this shop like 3 times, and in the end I decided to just get the shoe for RM$49.90.
Because it was the last pair, we asked for discount & was given 10% off. =)

Fast & Furious is niceeeee!
Funny moments, and i'm so damn envious of the female lead!
How can she be so darn pretty?!
When we watch movies, I would normally bring my brown blankie (scarf) along to keep both of us warm in the cold theatres.
But normally dar has a gaping mouth, so he always drop his popcorn/snacks on the scarf spread on our legs so I always have to go wash my scarf. >_<
I told dar to eat carefully cos my scarf was just washed a few days ago, so he looked at me pitifully in a cute way & told me not to share with him my blankie else I'll get angry.
Because dar was super nice to me that day, I told him with a sweet smile that I wouldn't be angry.
I'll just go wash it again if he dropped any popcorn on it.
& guess what the bugger did?
HE DELIBERATELY RUBBED A STICKY POPCORN ON MY BLANKIE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!
=.=! after doing that he immediately say, "dar you say you wouldn't be angry want"
OMG LAH! You bugger! You did it deliberately!! Lol.
dar was laughing at my half annoyed face because I protested that he did it on purpose.
LOL. In the end during the show he still managed to drop some popcorn on it.
Dunno why but i think he's mouth got a gap lah, maybe that's why hor?
I shall forgive him because of his big mouth. wahahahahahaha.

After the show, I waited outside for dar while he used the toilet.
I wanted to go, but the toilet had too long a queue.
Took a picture of my new bought nail color from Face Shop.
It's a plum color. Nice righ?

Shopping around happily...

I was thinking of cutting my hair this short, but i'll probably regret hell loads later.
What do you think? Suits me?

After shopping for a few hours, we finally reached the 1st level.
Aisah said we have to try Baskin Robbins, so we did!
It's sooooooo nice!

Dar had this caramel thingy.
He gave me to try, which i think was quite good!
But after that he told me it's actually mixed with cheesecake. =.="
Dar always do this to me...make me eat the things I dun like unknowingly before telling me. lol.
It didn't had the taste of cheesecake in it, which was surprising.
But I didn't continue eating it after I knew it was cheesecake. LOL.

I had my favourite chocolate chip cookie dough!
I think it wins over bens & jerry a little because it doesnt melt as fast.

My eye look so freaky here because of the eyelid tape!

After our ice cream, we shopped abit more.
We passed by this stall, & dar asked if I wanted this huge white bear.

He said he'll only get it for me this once & for all.
So I better say if i want it.
It costed about RM$100, so after some consideration, I decided I did not want it because of 3 reasons.

1. Marmi will totally nag & scold me for wasting this kinda money even though is dar buy.
2. I already have alot of bears at home & my room is messy enough.
3. I rather spend that money on something else.

I was tempted though. haha.
ohhhh~! the idea of hugging this to sleep. sighhh~
but i saw another cuter bear! it's bigger, and it's brown!!!!!!!!
i think bears look best in brown.

We drove to a hawker center near KSL Mall to eat our dinner.
Dar said that they have very good seafood.

Dar ordered this HUGE cup of sugar cane drink to share.
No idea how huge is huge?

Does this gives you a better idea of how huge it was? LOL

We waited AN HOUR for our food to arrive!!!
I was getting more & more impatient waiting, but dar was saying good food are worth the wait plus it's peak hour now.
But no matter how good the food taste, if I have to wait for an hour, I rather eat something else!
The vege arrived first....

The fish arrived about 15 to 20 mins after the vege. =.=!!
Both the dish taste good, but cos I waited that long to eat, I didn't think it was worth it.

After dinner, we went to KSL Mall to shop awhile.
We didn't had alot of time left cos of the time wasted waiting for food.
But I managed to find the iphone covers ais wanted & got a new bag.

We left the mall about 9.20pm, & on the way to our car, we saw a makeshift stall selling this.

DURIANS!!! We love durians!
We decided to order just 1 and ate it on the spot at the table provided.
Bought 1 super delicious durian for RM$8.
Super worth it! I wanna eat again...

Again with my freaky eye.

After this, we drove back to Singapore.
There was a huge jam at the customs at both side.
At the SG custom, there was even a bigger jam cos the SG police were checking all the cars.
I got scolded by dar because I forgot to put in my name on the departure card and only knew when the guy at the Malaysia custom pass me to write.
Thank god he didn't demand us to go KL and let us pass!!
Thank you kind man!!!!!!

At the final lap to clear Singapore custom, we got checked by the singapore police.
We had to drive into this garage sorta place and they closed down the shutters so that we were alone with about 5 police officers.
I was kinda clueless as to what happened, but dar said it's just a routine check.
They searched my bag thoroughly, and after that I even got a body search by one of the female officer!

I find this whole experience exciting. LOL.
Not the wrong way kinda exciting lah! But a first time experience kinda exciting.
After searching us, they went through the car thoroughly.
They even got 2 huge black labrador dogs to sniff around the car.
The first dog was super active and kept jumping around, but the 2nd dog was very docile and obedient.

Dar chatted with the policemen while they were doing all these, making small talk.
Afterwards, dar told me that it's because his car is those old type of cars, and it's gold in color.
So a ah beng car driven by a teenager confirm suspicious want.
Dar said he kana once before already and this was the 2nd time.
I guess the car really very suspicious then. LOL.

This is the entire loot of the day!
I'm soooo soooooo happy!!!

I love the 2 shoes, though the strappy bootie peep toe wedges were like RM$100.
I got 2 iphone covers for aisah & 1 for myself.
I also got marmi chilli sauce even though she didn't ask for it.
The dress dar said was nice, so we got it. ;)
We also went to Etude House to get concealer & eyeliner.
Can you believe I never had a concealer prior to this? Lol.
As we were queuing up to pay the bill, dar noticed there was an offer for mask, so he said i could get it if i wanted.
I bought 2 sets. 1 set of 5 mask were selling at RM$12. Cheap right?
The green shirt is actually a free gift for buying the heels. Like erm...it's ugly, but they give want mah, so take lor.

All in all, dar spent RM$500 for the whole day.
He bought like RM$1000 cos he scared it wasn't enough. OMG.
Thanks darling!!! I was really happy that day and I love you so so much.
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!

Anticipation

2011-05-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

I'm going to JB with darling tmr!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! I'm so excited!

Dar promised me before that after our exams end, he'll bring me go JB to relax, shop and enjoy.
He initially wanted it to be on this coming Wednesday, but I told him it might be hard for me to take leave since I just got back to work.
So dar said we'll go tmr instead.
Darling, thanks so much for thinking for me even though you don't wanna go on weekends.
I really really appreciate what you do for me. <3

I met up with my bestie Aisah after 3 months!!!!
Omg I miss her so much.
We went to Northpoint & caught Hookwinked Too.
It was quite funny. Lol.
Aisah refuses to let me pay! She fought to pay for the movie tickets and food. Sigh.
So I bought her chocolates & a hand cream she wanted from Face Shop. HAHAHA.
She said she didn't see me for so long, and I'm a poor student =.= so that's why she's treating me so nice now. hahahahaa.
Thanks ais, I love you too.

I wore my geo lens (Angel Brown, 14mm) today.
I think I'm gonna wear it alot more!
It's comfy & looks good and natural on me!
Plus it increase my pupils size. hahaha.
I'm wearing my leopard cardi too!
But ais & dar didn't think too much of it. =(

I wanted to play mahjong, so after meeting aisah I went to dar's house to play.
I was kinda surprised to see alot of shoes outside his house, and turns out that angeline had two of her friends over to play too. Haha.
Dar was the big winner. He won $31.
I was realllllly lucky.
I only won like a few rounds, and during the last round, I won 4 tai so instead of losing like $20+ I only lost $9. hahahahaha.
They played 20cents 40 cents, so the stakes were quite big!
Can you imagine how nervous I was?
But i told myself, aiya! at most lose $40 only mah. LOL.

I missed kobe too!
I think he's getting abit fat! Hahahahahahaha.
Kobe's so cuteeeeee~! I love him. <3

I think recently, i'm really bad and not understanding towards darling.
Darling, I'm sorry for the tempers I gave you recently, but there's one thing that I think I'm right to be angry about & I think you know what I'm talking about.
Anyway, please forgive me and continue to love me!
Cos I LOVE YOU! Muacks.

Ah ling sent me this picture a few hours earlier.
OMG SO CUTE LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She cut her bangs herself!
Please help me cut my bangs next time!

Ending Exams with a New Fringe

2011-05-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

My exams were finally finished yesterday!
It's been a stressful period with lots & lots of study dates with darling at Starbucks.
I was very touched and surprised with kailin tagged me in fb a picture she made for me to help me jiayou using the pics i sent her the afternoon before my last paper.

I cut my fringe too. ;)

That's it with all the photos!
After exam, i went to watch Thor with dar.
Thor is soooooo nice!!! He's so hot too! ahahaha. I drooled buckets.
But the date ended abruptly cos dar received a call from his colleague about work stuff.
Then at night I had a quarrel with him. >_<
But since everything is fine now I dun wanna talk about it here.

I saw ah ling new post on her blog!
Ahhh~! I have so much fun reading her entries.
Ever since she had a blog she started posting regularly about her life overseas.
I so wanna go to Primark in London & shop like crazy too!

I'm meeting Aisah tmr, twinie on Sunday, mahjong with cousins next tuesday, and going JB with dar on wednesday.
Hopefully I can get leave on wednesday cos I'm sure my managers will complain about me taking leave when i just got back to work.
I can't wait for the JB trip!

Advance Mother's Day at Amara Hotel

2011-05-06T22:33:00.004+08:00

It's time for another update!
Sorry for the lack of updates for the past 4 days, but was studying hard for exams.
Study until want to vomit liao.
Mountains & mountains & mountains of notes to digest.
I about to get anorexic liao. (just kidding!) lolx.

On one of our many coffee study breaks, dearest bought me the biggest ever cup of double chocolate with mini marshmallows (from coffee bean, but i prefer hot chocolate with caramel from starbucks) because i happened to have cramps that day.
So sweet of darling. =)

I look this crazy last night trying to cramp like a few hundred pages of information into my tiny brain.
Dearest was super nice cos he agreeded to accompany me study at Starbucks even though he didn't want to study himself last night.
Poor thing. Dar's Distribution Channel's paper didn't went well. Sigh...we both same fate.

I was super depressed and had no hopes at all for my Applied Marketing Concepts and Application paper yesterday cos there's too much things to memorise.
But thankfully, I walked out of the exam hall relieved because I can answer most of the questions, so I think I can pass. hahahaha
The first thing I saw on my phone as I walked out of the exam hall was a missed call from darling.
I felt so touched and sweet cos dar never fail to give me his concerns after every of my papers. (even though he joke with me about me failing all the time. lol)
Today was my 3rd paper, and I will have my last paper on next wednesday, so i'm gonna relax for this 2 days and start studying again on Sunday.

Mother's Day is on this sunday, and I wanted to show my love for dearest marmi.
I wanted to bring her to eat buffet on Saturday after we vote, but duno why Amara Hotel only have brunch on weekends and no lunch, so we decided to do it tonight.

I'm lazy to upload one by one the food photos, so I combined it here.

I like my outfit today.
White top with my new 3/4 jeans & strappy wedges. ^^

Can you see my feather earrings from F21?

Here's a closer look.

My pretty jeans! <3

No pictures of marmi cos she say she look fat dun feel like taking pictures. lol.

Gonna have to wake up darn early tmr to vote cos we have to go before dad leaves for work.
Which means we have to wake at 8am. OMG!
I wonder what will happen after the results of the votes are out.
I dun really care who wins etc. I just want the result of ....

1. Lower housing cost!!!
2. Lower GST!!!
3. Decrease age limit to get back CPF money from 75 years old to 55 years old. (seriously, they increased again from 65 to 75?! who the hell can live that long nowadays. even if we can live that long how to enjoy life when you can hardly walk?! siao one)
4. No more squeezing in MRTS!

Anyone knows where I can get this?
The blogseller who I bought said that her supplier reverted they no longer manufacture this in nude but color is more to salmon. Yucks.
So I had my money refunded, but I still wanna get this.

Also, ah ling trying to sell this off.
This is a prada wallet, totally authentic & brand new selling at S$550, price negotiable.
Please please please let me know asap if anyone is interested!
Thanks!

Okay, good nights!

One of our many study dates

2011-05-02T14:39:00.003+08:00

Recently, for the past 1 month, all our dates together are study dates at coffee bean & starbucks.
This uber huge cup of hot chocolate caramel was what accompanied us thru the night mugging.

Dar totally surprised me last night!
We agreed to meet at 8pm Coffee Bean, and he called me around 7.30pm asking if I was about to leave.
I was having dinner at that time, so I said I'll call when I'm ready.
At 8pm while I was preparing to go out, dar called me and ask me to open my door for him!
Hahahahahahaha.

Duno why he suddenly so sweet!
It's a really pleasant surprise that he'll come and pick me up.
He stayed at my house for awhile before we went to Coffee Bean study.
But because it was nearing 10pm, he dropped me at Sun Plaza first to let me check their closing hours.
There was a stall selling durians and other fruits outside Macdonald, so we decided to get 1 box to eat. ^^
So happy to finally eat durian.
I havent ate durian for so long!
But the durian was okay okay only.
We sat at the benches outside macdonalds behind throngs of men watching soccer to eat.
After eating and cleaning up, I accompanied dar to watch Man U vs Arsenal for some time at Macdonald.
Dar was super irritated at this guy standing in front of us because he very buay zi dong keep shifting then block dar's view.

Dar wun be sending me home after our study date, so he wanted to find a Star Bucks near to my house.
We thought of going Sembawang Shopping Center's Starbucks, but there were too many people and we can't find parking lots, so in the end, it's back to Northpoint Starbucks.

Studied till 1.30am and I cabbed home.
Suddenly feel like very long never take self photos, so I spammed this at home last night. LOL.

Excitement of a Parcel

2011-05-01T16:29:00.002+08:00

Ah ling finally came back from her trip to Italy yesterday night at 2am.
I missed her alot cos she went for a long trip!
One of the highlights of her going back to Graz, Austria was that the parcel i sent her would definitely have arrived by then.

We were so excited and happy skypeing together while she opened her parcel.
Below pictures all taken by ah ling. =D
Looking at this makes me feel so hungry!

My handmade cards are pinned up on ah ling's board!

Ling bought 2 paintings one in red and one in grey.
She said it was done by a china lady using spray paint on the spot.
The grey one look very nice! =)

The strawberry slipper i bought for ah ling fits her perfectly!

The joy of giving is always greater than the joy of receiving.

♥ 5 minutes of sweetness ♥

2011-04-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

I decided to surprise darling with Mcdonald's breakfast before he went for work.
It took me a total of an hour of preparation, and 40 minutes of waiting before I get to see my dearest's surprised face when he opened his door to go to work.
I didn't want darling to miss his meals because of his busy schedule at work.
If he can't have his lunch on time, at least he'll have a full breakfast to last him abit longer. =)

I woke at 5am, and went out while the moon was still high in the sky.
The weather is as usual, unforgivingly humid.
I didn't want to make the same mistake as last time of waking dar up too early, so I decided to wait outside his home for him.

I reached at 6am, and sat outside waiting sweating like mad.
I send a first sms to dar, hoping that he'll reply me.
Of course, as usual, the bugger never like to reply my sms. =.="
Please change your bad habit and reply all my sms-es!
I get so irritated sometime (okay. most of the time) when dar ignore my messages.
Anyway, he didn't reply me, so after 20 minutes, I sent him another hint, hoping that he'll open his door to see if there's a chance that I'm there waiting for him.
But of course, he didn't. =.=

When he finally opened the door at 6.40am to go for work, I was already exhausted with sweat and the package of food. (I didn't want to put it on the floor, so I held it all the way.)
He was very surprised to see me! =D
I know because he hugged & held my hand all the way till we had to part with THAT LOOK in his eyes.
*melts into a happy puddle*

Dar didn't want me to follow him to work cos he don't want me to have to take a bus and train back all the way instead of going home to catch a few winks.
So we only had practically 5 minutes together. =(
But dearest said it was a super sweet 5 minutes. hahas.
Of course, I didnt think 5 minutes together was enough, but at least I made him surprised, touched & happy. (I hope! dar is kinda tough to be touched by my actions. sigh)

Sometimes, I'm hurt when dar tells me I don't have to be sweet to him or do this and that for him because I'll feel that he don't want to appreciate me for doing all these.
Of course, he appreciates what I do for him, but I think that sometimes, he'd rather not want to feel the feeling of appreciation towards me.
That's how I feel whenever he tells me that.
I'm just the type of girlfriend who likes to be sweet to the boyfriend.
If you tell me not to do all these, then you're basically rejecting who I am.

Hahas, the above para abit emo.
But dar called me tonight asking me sometime which really surprised me.
Dar planned to bring me go JB after our exam break to eat, shop and have fun.
As in really shop and buy whatever I like.
But then dar suddenly asked me, "dar, do you want to go JB shop, or you want me to buy you Canon S95"
I was seriously very very shocked because I didn't know how darling knew I wanted a Canon S95.
I had wanted that for many many many many many months and when I pass by camera shops I'll always check out the prices.

I didn't know dar noticed that I wanted this because dar always stand outside the shop and wait for me.
I'm soooooooo touched that he notice things about me! hahaha.
Dar, you need to tell me this kinda stuff more often so I know you care for me constantly.
I love you! Muacks.

Unstoppable shopping

2011-04-28T22:40:00.004+08:00

Ahhh~! I bought alot stuff yet again. =.=
I met dar at Sun Plaza Coffee Bean to study at night about 6pm till about 9pm.
Then we went to have dinner & i bought this toothpaste squeezer for only $1.30 at the Japan shop selling house stuff.
This is extremely good because my marmi always nag about how i waste toothpaste never squeeze all out, so this is like a easier way to squeeze & save.
*random* my nail design still there. wakakakakka

I wanted this oversized boyfriend blazer for quite long.
It was selling at this blog introduced by angeline for $31 and this blog sells out damn fast!
Practically within the first few minutes.
But luckily, i left a comment on their fb page asking if anyone wanna resell this jacket, and someone emailed me last week!!!!
Such a nice girl. ^^

Trina wanted to buy geo lens again, and i got mine in jan.
Although it's expiry is 1 year, i only wanted to use for 6months just in case.
The brown lens I bought last time was too freaky.
My eyes look souless. >.<
This was recommendeded by a friend, so i'm gonna try this!
Got this from Pamperdesire.blogspot.com
Peeps, must buy from them!!
Not only do they have the cheapest lens, they have excellent customer service.
Always polite and respond fast.
In fact, Trina wanted to get her lens before she leave for taiwan, and i calculated it's not possible to pass her the lens in time.
But the owner actually said that if the lens arrived within 7 days, she will Ta-Q-Bin to me for free just so my friend can get it on time.
Damn good service.
They're having promo now, 10% off, so each lens at $12.60. But ending tonight.

This is a preorder of korean shoes i saw on fb.
I actually saw this heels like many many many months ago, but i didn't want to buy it cos abit too expensive.
So I finally bought it now at $40. ^^

Lastly, I bought this basic dress from lollipopbestie at $25.
Hmm..i have some doubts about their service actually, but i wun talk about it too much.
This is quite a good dress to go out/work.

Ninja-ed

2011-04-27T01:22:00.004+08:00

First paper on marketing communications today was a killer. =(
& here we thought it wouldn't be that difficult even though we had to study all the chapters.
Seriously, I had lecturers who don't give us tips lah!
Is like....they wanna increase the probability of us failing and then pay money study again. =.=
Everyone was quite stunned by today's paper.
In fact, i don't see alot of people leaving early today, only about 2 or 3.
I'm usually the type to leave once i'm done, but i barely finished on time.
There's 20 MCQ and 2 questions with 3 sub-parts and guess what?
I was stuck at the 1st question for so long I only had 30 minutes to finish the last question.
Bloody hell. Hopefully can pass man.
Dar keep laughing at me say i confirm fail then become part time study with him. >.< Evil~

Saw this video on fb shared by a friend. damn funny!!!
awww at the 1st, hahaha at the 2nd, & OMG at the last. hahaha. i hope the 1st happen to me. =D

dar liked this video too, and looking at his first comment, i was very happy.
Until i stopped and think about what he wrote. Or in this case, what he didn't write.
=.=

small actions, big ♥

2011-04-24T21:30:00.004+08:00

OHHH! The previous post was my 777th!!!
7 is my favourite number, and I didn't realised the amount of post I typed here till now.
So tempted to delete one post just so today's post will be the 777th. hahas.
*i wun lah!*

I managed to persuade dearest to watch 倩女幽魂 with me today at amk hub!
It was tough persuading such a stubborn man, but at last! he agreed! =P
We ate at Sumo House before the show at 1.40pm since we were there early to ensure we get the M1 promo.
After the movie, we went to Coffee Bean to study.

About 6plus we left amk, and I begged him to come my house for an hour before i wheedled him for just 30mins of his time.
Seriously, it was damn hard persuading him, but at the very last moment when i was about to gave up, he gave in to me.
Thanks darling. I really really appreciate it.
I was happy even though we spent that half hour watching tv together with me lounging comfortably in his arms.
Love you darling.

Marmi called just as dar was leaving & asked if i wanted dinner.
I'm sooooo touched by such small actions because i see it as love.
Marmi knew I will be at home during this period and not working, so my meals will have to be settled at home or outside.
So she'll ask me everyday if i want dinner. =)
Appreciate the small things done, so that you'll be happier.

Reduce in updates

2011-04-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

I just reached home about half hour ago after meeting darling.
I went to his house to play mahjong with him, angeline & andreas.
Everyone is so much more pro than me, and given my track record of losing damn alot, I was quite nervous.
Lucky for me, I only lose $1.50 to dar at the end of the session. Whew! ;D

I went to 1 Altitude with ermander, daph & jac on thursday.
The view was really amazing.
Will upload pics soon.

For now, I will stop here.
I will be posting lesser updates here as my exams are nearing. :(
Wish me luck!

St Regis Hotel Event

2011-04-20T22:56:00.003+08:00

Woke up darn early today at about 7am to prepare to go to event at St Regis hotel.
Yesterday last minute phemie told me she thinks it's better to get a part-timer, so i roped in Angeline.

I seriously hate the hot weather these days.
Bathed nice nice come out of the house immediately sweat like nobody's business.
By the time I reach the train station to wait for the train at the platform my dress was literally stuck to my back with sweat.
How can a 7 minutes walk do that to me?!

Anyway, St Regis Hotel has one of the best service!
I did a event at another hotel once, (can't remember the name unfortunately) & even though the service wasn't bad, it wasn't exceptional.
The staff at St Regis was initiative and warm.
When they saw me setting up the pull up banners, they immediately step forward and offer to help me do it, saying that I dun have to do it, they will do it for me.
SEE?! EXCEPTIONAL CUSTOMER SERVICE!!
I super like.

Ahh..unfortunately i forgot to take photos with angeline today.
Forgot about it since we were abit rushed.
Had mcdonald's breakfast at the forum since we reached the hotel abit early.

After the event ended at about 2.30pm, angeline went to meet her bf, so I went back alone.
I was so engrossed in the pain from wearing 3inch heels that i didn't notice i took the train towards marina bay instead of jurong east. haha.
At least i got a seat all the way through even though I only reach home at 4.15pm when i could have reached back sooner.

Met darling at Starbucks 4.45pm to study for exam.
OMG..studying really makes me feel like sleeping.
I actually snooze at starbucks for like 40mins. LOL.
Why why why is studying so hard for meeee?
I wish i can have a pill from the movie Limitless and rmb everything that i read before so i can pass my exams with flying colors without too much effort.
But alas, nothing in this world is free and without hardwork. lolx.

Okay, sharing 2 videos from 4Minute, a kpop band I love.
The first video is so sexy!!!
But the netizens are making noise (they ALWYAS are!) that the 'spread legs' dance is too sexy.
I like it just the way it is though 4Minute did change their cheography in the end.
This video is the original cheography.

虚情假意

2011-04-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

Why are there people who wear a mask while facing other people?
Isnt it tiring to always put on a front?
Curious who i'm talking about?
I'm actually talking about my school friends. Or are they?

I was told by a friend that I should be careful of who I treat well.
& even though my friend don't feel comfortable telling me who it is, i have a rough idea who it is, although i'm not sure.
Not many people like me, because I'm very straightfoward and don't seem to care about other people's feelings.
But I feel that at the very least I'm true to my friends.

If I'm good to you, I have no other intention or motive behind my actions other than to make you happy.
If I'm straightforward, it's because I speak what I think.
If you can't take it, then tell me directly.
Don't put on a mask & pretend to be nice but actually you're not.

I knew about this only recently, about a few weeks back.
I just thought about this again & feels upset so I'm posting here.
This reminds me when I was quarrelling with dar once when i brought up something that happened before but didn't argue with him till then.
See? I'm not always the type to not happy then immediately say.
Sometimes I will also keep quiet about it & then talk about it at a later date.

虚情假意的朋友令我作呕!
真的受够了!

Fish Burger & Iphone Case

2011-04-18T17:51:00.002+08:00

Marmi love sms-ed me a few minutes ago asking me if i wanna share fish burger for dinner later. =)
Ahhh~! I'm such a happy girl.

Recently bought this rabbit iphonecase online.
So cute right!!!
I extremely love the fluffy tail!!
It can actually stand on its own.

Initially ordered the hotpink, but changed my mind and got red instead. HAHA

Crappy blog post title, but no idea what else to put. LOL.
See? I'm trying very hard to keep posting entries here.

Seoul Garden Dinner Buffet

2011-04-17T21:58:00.005+08:00

I think I broke my record eating buffet for 2 whole hours straight.
I didn't know I could eat that much! haha.
Dar bought 5 vouchers from Seoul Garden, but he didn't use it, so he gave me 2 to eat with marmi.

I love spending time with marmi alone.
We spoke alot today, and I realised even though my real father was a real asshole, my grandfather doted on me alot and he's like the only good man in that entire sucky family.
Too bad he passed away already, and I have totally no idea how my grandfather looked like, but I took comfort in the knowledge that he loved me very much.

& I'm really thankful that my marmi didn't abandon me when she had a chance to because when she wanted to leave my real dad, my grandparents wanted me to stay with them & my sister to be with my marmi.
I love you marmi.
I don't say that directly to her face, and I've only messaged her this a few times, but I think i'll do that more often.

I almost nearly had a little brother to love.
I always did wanted to have both a older brother, or a younger brother/sister for me to love.
I know I'll pamper my younger brother/sister alot, since there's such a big age gap.
Maybe because my age gap with my sister is only a year, so I can't really get along well with her?
I find that logic abit crap since I see many people getting along well with sisters near to their age.
Okay, drop this topic.

I painted this today! =)
Elegant Lace Bridal Nails. ♥

Ahh! Anyone wannt buy Seoul Garden vouchers for $15 (I have 3) please let me know!
Actualy price range from weekday $18.99 to weekend $22plus I think.

Happy 3 Years 7 Months Anniversary

2011-04-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

Ahh~! What a busy night I had today!
Today I'm finally meeting my dearest most beloved darling boyfriend after not seeing him for 6 days!!! <3
Today also happens to be our anniversary =)

I specially put on makeup today so darling can love me even more seeing how pretty I am on top of how much he miss me. wakakakaka.

Tried the black & white photo with red color showing only + border effects.

Do I look nice?
My colleagues had a varied response. Lol.
Julie was saying she can't stop staring at my lips & even though she's straight she's tempted to turn lesbian now! HAHAHAHA.
Lipstick was actually given by her.
Jace was shocked at how red my lips were.
& Alfred was saying he don't dare to see my face and that I look like a 小姐.
So how? Give me some feedback yea? :)

Darling look so cute here I had to post despite me looking so ugly! hahaha

waaaseh! darling know how to have expression on camera eh! :P

I'm so happy you can't see my eyes when i smile. haha

Darling's being super sweet to me today.
See? He even bought me a bag of sweets from Mini Toons!
& he hugged me super tight while walking when we just met. =)

We caught Limitless at GV Yishun at 9.30pm.
I already watched it with Vernice (jiemei) 2 weeks ago, but dar wanted to watch this & there was no other shows we can both agree on, so I rewatched with him.
It's nice to watch the 1st time, but not the 2nd time.

On the way home, just as the train is about to reach Sembawang, it stopped for 15mins.
Turns out there's an accident on the opposite track towards marina bay.
A Indian/Bangladash man probably fell off the other side.
I hope he's not too seriously injured cos I don't see blood. Thank god.
Many people were crowded on the platform to see what happened, and I was one of them, but I really abit can't tahan the sweat stench coming from the uncle standing beside me who keep constantly try to move closer to me.

Came home, and saw this.

$199 for 4 days 3 nights with air tickets & 5 star hotel accommodations is seriously cheap!!
I'm going down to Expo tmr to check out the prices and dates to make sure there aren't any hidden charges.
Dar dar can't go with me, cos his work leave all used up by school, so I wanna go with ah ling. =)
Trying to find people to go with me to expo tmr. >.<

Here's 2 videos of songs i'm currently listening to:

Thanks for reading such a long post!
Nights!

The Noose

2011-04-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

Simply love The Noose.
So frigging funny! hahahahaha

McDonald's promotion

2011-04-13T20:57:00.005+08:00

Recently there has been some scams regarding fake e-vouchers for McDonald.
But the above picture is the real thing.
Taken from facebook fan page (McDonald's Singapore).

I saw this today, & captured the image on my phone & passed it around to my friends.
I sent it to darling, & he was quite happy.
During his lunch time, he happily went alone to McDonald with the picture in his phone salivating over the fish burger, thinking of new ways to eat both the burgers at one go.
Eg. Stacking the 2 burgers together to make into Big Fish (from Big Mac idea) OR Put 2 fish fillet into 1 burger.

With these anticipating thoughts, dearest queued happily & waited for his turn.
When it was his turn, he flashed his e-voucher happily, but was informed that he couldn't buy it today.

HE DIDN'T READ THE FINE PRINTS!!!!
Only starting from this Friday onwards lah dearest! OMG. lol
Funny to the max!
Imagine you go counter buy the burger only to find out don't have the promo yet, then you go away without buying ANYTHING at all.
Imagine again he wear police uniform in that situation.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
Really malu & funny till peng.

The funny thing was, my colleague also did the same thing today!! Lol.
She went there thinking to buy fish burger, but turns out don't have the promo yet.
But at least she not as lao kui as darling. hahahahaha.

Wore my grey dress to work today.
I bought this dress 2 to 3 years back, but this is similar to the versatile convertable dress that's selling quite hot recently.
I wore a halter neck style to work today, but after a few hours i felt suffocated, so I changed it to a short tube dress.

Went bugis buy bwa kwa (my favourite!) for ah ling to send to her in austria.
YUMMY YUMMY!
But I didn't get to eat lah. haha.

The view I get when I walk from my office to Nicoll Highway MRT.

Recently I quarrelled with dar because I didn't get to meet him.
Our last meetup was last Saturday, and we wouldn't be able to meet till this Friday.
Anyway, I'm kinda okay today already - as in not as upset i can't meet him.

I felt he wasn't as sweet because when he can't meet me, i feel he don't make an effort to talk to me sweet or talk longer.
Aiya same old story lah.
But today I feel he's making an effort to be sweet to me & i'm touched.
Dar missed call me about 4pm, but I was too busy with work so I forgot to call him back.
When i finished work at 7 plus, I messaged him if he's busy, so once he say my message about 8pm he gave me a call saying he really miss me & wanna call me but scared again miss call & he's super busy but he still wanna call me to hear my voice awhile.

See? This is enough for me to make me feel sweet.
Do that more often kay? ^^

Dar finished work about 9plus, so he gave me a call.
Ever since he started school, we really haven't been meeting as much, & i'm feeling the impact of it the negative way.
I know I'm too sticky, but i don't like the fact that i can't meet him alot now.
It's the exam period for dar too, so it's even harder to meet him because unlike me, he can't just stop his work and study.
Earlier on, he told me that his work place is implementing a new thing for 2 months (try out) which is for them to go back work during their off days.

I heard it & I felt really indiginant and angry for him.
Seriously speaking, his working hours is more than the normal standard, and his off days sometimes he also have to go back for courses or do paperwork.
Now still have to make it compulsory to go back on off days?
Police no need rest de meh?
Power ranger ah? No off day then how?
How dar going to study for his exam? Really abit too much I find.
I'm thinking why the singapore employee workfare committee or something (can't remember the exact term) aren't speaking up for them.

So because of this, dar is super stressed so he had 2 options: meet me, or go drink with his colleagues.
Since I'm here typing this entry, the answer is obvious.
But anyway just let him go relax abit lah.
Even though he already had a drinking session with his colleagues 2 weeks ago cos they stressed at work. >.<

I'm kinda happy dar dar tells me he really loves me alot & he's glad i'm always there for him. :)

Too Many Photos

2011-04-11T23:02:00.004+08:00

I just realised Picasa can only upload like 20 (or less) photos.
I didn't bother to go count, but it's not the entire album, so it's kinda back to square one.

So I probably won't go re-upload all those overdued photos since there's really hundreds and hundreds of it!
I really wish blogger would upgrade its photo uploading system. Really very restrictive.
Anyway I'm being lazy lah.

Time is passing so fast...
I'm overdued on pictures for 4 months,
Overdued on blogging for 2 months,
& exam is coming real soon.

I'm stopping work this friday to concentrate on studying for exam.
Please let me be damn super motivated!!!
Seriously too many stuff to try to squeeze into my useless brain.

Just so this post dun end up being all words no pictures....

so prettyyyy! but not perfect yet.
i'll practise more ;)

black glitter polish from etude house

Peekaboo!

2011-04-05T23:14:00.006+08:00

Helloooooooo~!
Are there still readers following my blog? lolx.

I know I've been lazy for 3 months without a post, but I had good reasons.
School & work combined seriously takes alot of time & energy.
Anyway, here's a short post!

I have no idea where to begin since I've lost track of so many events that happened in the past 3 months.
Random sweet stuff between me & bf haven't been typed and recorded here. :(
If you're my friend, you would probably have caught on to most of my happenings on fb since i'm more of a regular there.
I'll just start with now.

I found my interest in nail art & hair styles.
I mean seriously, I'm amazed at how many good videos there are on youtube.
I'm learning from all these great people all over the world how to beautify myself through their techniques.

I was abit amazed I've friends asking me how I curled my hair because it looks good.
My hair sucks now unless I go curl it.
So I just either plait it or bun it to make it look neater.
My face is really horrid too with the outbursts of pimples and the residues of scars.

Anyway, here's a new hair style i learned online.
The picture is not very clear, and my hair is messy, but it actually looks quite nice if it's done properly lah.

Speaking of which, my colleague was telling me I could actually earn some extra bucks painting nails for my friends.
Here are some of the nails I painted. ;)

Polkie Dots!
This nail design really stands out.

A more elegant look.
The pic doesn't show it that obvious, but it's nude pink base with silver tip like a french manicure.

My current nail design.
Cuppacino inspired feathery nails. Looks like a peacock feathers to me though.
This is really tedious to do. Especially with my nail polish color so thick & concentrated.

I really really like this design.
Simple, elegant, pretty, cute.
This is without the top coat.
My silver nail art polish dried up, thus I had to resort to use a normal sparkly polish which explains why the line looks so uneven. :(

The completed look. I painted this on kailin's hand when I metup with her last saturday to celebrate her super belated birthday.

Sooooo...what do you guys think?
Would you pay me to paint your nails? :P
I bought the supplies to do acrylic nails recently, but I haven't had the chance to try it out yet.
I'll do it on jace's nails for her ROM soon. :)

I'll try my best to keep this blog busy again yea?
Exam's coming though, so we'll see how it goes.
Please continue to read my entries! <3

New update:
OMG! I just updated my picasa & i realised i can now blog a whole album of pictures to blogspot!!!
Should I update all that I missed out? lolx.
You guys are probably gonna get spammed.
I'll see how much I can upload by this week. :D

Drowning in life

2011-01-25T01:20:00.004+08:00

I havent blogged in forever.
Are my followers still checking on me? Lol.
Life has a way of getting you caught up in it.
School & work is a lethal combination!!

I'm submerged in a huge pile of forms right now. Sigh~
救命啊！
My neck hurts already when im only 1/5 through. Goodness me!!!!

I seriously have freaking loads to update!
My birthday was great with dearest darling.
I was a lonely wreck with only my korean drama "secret garden" & hyun bin to entertain me.
In case you havent caught on yet, that drama is a MUST watch!!! I can't emphasize enough how great the show is.
Suffice to say you're totally missing out if you're not watching it.
Oh yea, i got side tracked. Korean dramas have a way of doing that to me.
I was a lonely wreck last weekend because my dearest darling went kl on friday & only came back sunday night!!
Luckily he managed to get some of the unstable wifi to whatsapp me on my iphone.

He got me some goodies from kl & a bag.
It's actually kinda ugly. Lol.
But there are redemming features on it ok!!
I like the strap. Even though the dangling thingy had a stone missing (dar nv QC) & the bird looks ugly there plus the colour nt really my type... BUT!!! I like it cos dar bought it for me. ^^

My poor darling is so busy now with school and work too!
He can barely find time to sleep now. sigh~
I'm kinda worried for him.
& the worst thing?
He's going KL again on the 28th!!!
Not even a week has passed and he's going there again. This time on a plane.
Plane very amazing meh? =.="
He's gonna be gone for 4 days this time. sob.

I have seriously tonnes of photo not yet posted here!!! Arghhhh.
I shall have to do all those soon in case i'm dragged even further behind.
Just had a random feel to blog which explains this lengthy post typed from my iphone.
Im actually just really slacking from my huge pile of work. ;(
I shall get back to it now.

Tmr im meeting kailin (& her bf) and ah ling in bugis to celebrate my belated birthday!!! ^^
sigh~ more pictures to post.
I wish blogspot upgrades their photo uploading system.

I wish...for your time

2011-01-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

I'm so emo tonight.
I think is abit of silent accumulation from past week till now.
Why is it so hard to find friends to talk?
All so busy no time for me. =(
I feel so down. sobs.

i abit upset about something with dar too.
i mean as in, i just mind, it's not a quarrel or anything.
but it's like, if i wanna know something and i ask you, why you just refuse to tell me?
inside joke between you & your friends, why cannot tell me let me join in the fun?
dar thinks im being super kpo and why i must know.
but is it wrong to want to know everything about you?
i tell you everything, but you only tell me selected things.
i dun like. =(

say bad things, so now must add good things.
dar has been really good to me recently, very sweet to me, and planning my birthday outing, even bringing me out on christmas eve/christmas day/new year eve.

my birthday coming soon, and i was quite anticipating it, but today makes me feel so moody towards friday.
i wish...for your time.

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

2011-01-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone!
A very belated Merry Christmas & a Happy 2011!
It's been a really good year with everyone, & I do so look forward to a new year with you guys by my side. :)

I haven't been blogging for so long.
A week I think.
I have no mood to check fb either.
I have no idea why I just dun have the mood to do these things that I have always loved.

But i'm sure the feeling will be back soon enough.
I have many pictures that I have no uploaded yet, but I will.

See you guys again till then! ^^

the igeneration

2010-12-21T23:49:00.013+08:00

LOL! Julie created this minion for me using one of the apps.

Created by alfred for our company website. lol

Created by alfred too.

Seriously, I think I'm quite dumb!
I wasted so much time walking around the entire B1 of Raffles City finding Mitju when it's at Raffles MRT instead. kns.
Shouldn't have believed the girl working in Bugis branch when I asked her. =.=

I saw this iphone cover & i fell in love with it!!!!
Bought it at $24.90. :D

So many people at Royce!!!

Anyway, it wasn't a complete wasted trip because i saw loads of people in Royce the chocolate store so I went inside & bought 2 chocolate for darling!
I was quite disappointed he didn't like the liqueur chocolate I got him from Marks & Spencer.
So this time, I'm quite determined to choose something he liked.
I picked Rum & Raisin Chocolate bar ($7.50) & started to queue up.

While I was queueing (yes, it took very long to pay!), i started salivating over the Nutty Chocolate Bar.
In the end, I decided to get a box of it ($15.00) too. :D
It was a good choice!!!!

Bought dar Nutty Chocolate Bar & Rum Raisin.

Dar didn't even try first & he say he dun like nuts. =.=
In the end eh?
He love it so much lor!! haha.
I tekan him while he's occupied with his new iphone (oh yeaaaa. he finally got his iphone) by feeding him the chocolate, but putting it just out of his mouth. hahaha.

I said: I thought someone say dun like nuts?
He then replied: I LOVE nuts.

LOL!!! so darn funny.

dar finally has iphone!

he's iallen. im iclara. we're icouple. ♥

i was surprised last night by ermander!
i suddenly received a Face Time call which is actually video call by her! lol.
I had so much fun talking with her but she hid in the darkness!
She refuse to let me see her cui face but she saw my cui face! >.<"
Lol. I wanna face time more.

Date: 22 December, Thursday

It's good thing darling has iphone now.
Because he msg me very often with whatsapp!! Love love. ^^

This conversation we had was ... how do i describe it?
im touched. i feel loved.

the routine girl

2010-12-20T23:42:00.006+08:00

i realised im the type of person, who always stick to something and hardly have new changes.
i find comfort in familiar things.

i decided to try using the other types of curlers that i had in the set dar bought me long ago since i only use the one type of curler.
after trying it, this is the result i got.

I LOVE!!!!!
i finally get the loose curls/waves that i owas wanted!
yay!!!!!
now im thinking whether i should still go ahead and perm my hair.
should i?
i've been having trouble deciding what colors to dye my hair too!
sigh always the case. & my bf is not being helpful at all as usual.
so if anyone has any suggestions, let me know!!!!

On the way to work.

During lunch time, I went bugis with my colleagues to find my remaning christmas present.
Finally, i found it at Mitju!
I was trying to decide between the nude heels & the brown heels.
I whatsapp kailin & she helped me decide!!!
Anyway the brown heels on the right no more size also. haha.

Actually, the left heels also no more size!!
But i got the lady to help me reserve a pair at raffles for me. ^^
Gonna get it tmr!

I was wondering why there were so many girls armed with cameras outside this newly opened store.
Found out that Song Junki is coming later.
I have no idea who he is btw.

rotting at home with marmi

2010-12-20T11:08:00.005+08:00

ahahahahahaha new update! i managed to trick my mom to pay for my hair dye & perm. :P
i think my marmie catching on to my tricks cos she realised belately that if i go to hougang hair auntie house do hair with her, she will be the one paying.
mwhahahahahahhahaa.
i managed to convince her to pay it as my birthday present.
Love you deep deep marmie!!!

yesterday i was at home, so i was sooooo bored with the boring tv programmes.
seriously, there are no good shows on sunday.
i teased my marmi saying wanna watch korean drama?!
i have a new set, lets watch together.
then she was pretending she's so not addicted to korean drama.
even though she already rushed me to find the part 2 dvd to Zhong Wu Yan (ming dao act in it, & i got her hooked on the drama when i watch it. lol).

& guess what? she's hooked on the korean drama just like i guessed. lol.
we're watching brillant legacy by lee sung ki.
i didnt think he's that good looking initially, but when i watch the "my gf is a gumiho" i thought he had charisma.
at certain angles (especially the side view) i shockingly discovered that he looks like rain. especially at the mouth area.

ahhh~! shocking update!
Zac Efron (the hottest male on earth) has split from Vanessa Hudgens!
Apparently internet reports are saying the relationship just ran its course after 4 years together.
Aw man! They looked good together.

I had a mini spat with boyfriend yesterday. >.<"
anyway, i had not 1, but 2 nightmares this morning!!!
both sort of had the final ending tune to it, although it was sorta a different scenario.
arghhh! im blaming on this on him. lol.

sigh...i so wanna go overseas. :(

sardine-fied town

2010-12-18T23:18:00.018+08:00

i'm definitely getting much more vain than usual.
i think im sparked by the drive and need to become prettier just cos bf will be exposed to more pretty girls when he start school next year. lol.

in fact, i had the innate urge to curl my hair right now & test some new hairstyles.
im not gonna do it obviously! lol.
im seriously quite exhausted already.

im in ♥ love ♥ with fake eyelashes, especially those that criss-cross cos i think it looks nice on me.
maybe i'll try out more options such as thicker/lusher fake lashes, straight normal & natural looking fake lashes etc to see which one best suits me.
& im definitely getting a hair dye soon!

Playing around with my iphone apps for decorating pics. haha.

Tried on julie new heels for fun.
Think the heels can only pose can't walk. >.<"

Enjoying a hot cup of chocolate at starbucks last friday

met twin-ie today at town!
havent met her for so many months!
i have no idea why, but there was really alot alot alot of people today at town.
as in more than the usual saturday crowd.
it was so humid & hot in isetan/wisma just because there were too many people.

darling's sweet msg when i told him i bought him presents. :)

passed by a bakery store at ION. OMG!!!
looks totally yummy right?

after loads of weedling & begging, i managed to convince dar to let me go his house! hahaha.
He was unwillingly cos he think it's already very late in the night.

I bought him choco chip cookies & cherry liqueur dark chocolate as presents!

sad thing was, he didnt like the liqueur chocolate. :(
i tried one & actually, i also dun like also. haha.
the choco chip cookies was nice, but dar said he preferred the cookies i bake.
im like...serious anot?!
i know my cookies not that nice cos no skills yet. lol.

Event at Brewerkz

2010-12-17T11:56:00.017+08:00

Had a event yesterday for the entire day!
Whole event was quite fun, but certainly tiring!
As usual, I took quite alot of self photos and some with my colleagues. Haha.

Took these 2 pics a few days ago

Result of letting down hair after pinning it up in a bun.

I created this picture with the minion app on iphone! so cute right!

Bought this so long ago!
About a year i think.
I still prefered the first fake eye lash I tried. hehe

I think I'll change my hair style to side fringe from now on.
Looks quite good. :)

Tried the vignetting effect on one of my many camera apps, but it turned out like this. lol.

Phemie & Vernice

With yuling too!

Tried out the poloraid camera app. SO COOL!

Phemie look so cute here!!!

Alot ppl say vernice & I look like we're sisters! hahaha
I think so too. We do look abit alike.

Forgot to off the flash, that's why i look so washed-out

I send 2 mms to darling last night, but he didn't received it till very late!
Darling's so sweet. :)
Im trying to make myself comparable to all the pretty girls in our school.
So his eyes dun wander too much. mwhahahaha

While shopping for our christmas gifts

Vernice already chose hers!
I actually had abit of difficulty finding my own present.
In the end, I chose a $40 striped maxi. But I still have $30 budget left, so im going bugis again next monday with phemie to choose our presents. hehe.

blood thicker than water? as thick as mist!

2010-12-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

i can't remember if I mentioned this in my blog the details..don't think i have.
Anyway, it all started because i agreed to help her model her jewellery.
Her demands of wearing a white dress she has to approve & going to the beach to take it - I complied all.

2 saturdays ago was supposed to be the day i help her.
but i forgot that because there was so much things going on & i was busy helping mom buy the furniture & stuff.
tat day was the furniture & tv etc coming to our house to install so i had to be there to help mom.
anyway, short story was she scolded me for forgetting & demanded that i do as i promised so i compromised and said we'll go earlier in the morning so i can be at home when the guys come at 10am.
but because the weather chose to rain when we got to the beach, the photoshoot didn't happen.

so i agreeded to do it again on 18th which is this coming saturday.
she just ask me & i forgot totally about it.
i said: got meh? i got something on this saturday eh.
but in the end i still agree to help her lah.

& then...i saw this on facebook.
she's now used to owas criticising me on fb.
she said:

i sincerely think that if you had thought it not ok, you should not have agreed to do it. Accusions after giving your word to others are just plain low. I will make sure there won't be a next time.

seriously?!
i didn't like what she said, and to speak the truth, im really fedup with her attitude.
so i replied this:

i didn't accuse nor did i say i wun do it. if i knew helping u was gonna get this kind of unthankful reactions from you i wouldn't have agreed in the first place. is it a crimminal offence to forget? my life does not revolves around your things. i have alot of stuff going on too just like you. dun always take things so hard can

after which, i heard her crying in her room.
damn. i really felt damn guilty and feel like im just a asshole for making her cry.
i did thought i might have went abit overboard with my words.

and then she commented, so i tried to go see, but guess what?
she removed me from her friend list.
yes. she's that petty.
why bother to comment when you're removing me from ur fren list so i can't comment back really? seriously, what's the point?

anyway, since i had notifications sent to my email, i still can see the last comment from her before she removed me.
here's what she said:

unthankful? criminal offence to forget? revolves around me?! TO THE HELL WITH YOU! I never wanted to surround myself with you and your perfumes! Consider the shoot cancelled.

oh really?
let's start with the first one then.
unthankful? Yes completely.
i did not even receive a word of thanks from you, so that's not unfounded.
criminal offence to forget? you sure made it seem so when you scolded me with words like curse you & your demands to make me fulfil what i promised you irregardless of what situation might have arose to make me unable to help you.
seriously, im the one helping you.
you're supposed to be thankful & try to match my timing.
even when i can't make it, why can't we change it to another day?
im not saying i wun do it, but that we do it at a later date.
revolves around you? yes quite. you're constantly in your own world.

thank god you say the shoot is cancelled because i seriously don't feel like i can help you anymore with your attitude.
im so annoyed & fedup with her attitude i posted a composition on my fb.
but then fb rejected it cos it was too long, so i break it into two parts.
anyway, here's what i said:

really wtf. how much more childish & petty can you be? you constantly put me down, criticise me, & demand this & that. you wanted help, i agreed. i forgot, you scold me & accuse me. i didn't even receive a word of thanks from you. yet when i mention that to you, you question that right back to me. i felt sorry because i thought i might have gone abit overboard with my words, but actually, you are the one who are too much in the first place. i heard you crying & felt guilty like shit and such a asshole. but what about all the times you made me & the rest of us suffer from your tempers? forget it. i really heck care anymore. i always thought blood is thicker than water and i should just continue tolerating. this is it. i had enough. no more.

Re-enrollment :(

2010-12-13T21:48:00.004+08:00

I keep wanting to continue the post that i'm still writing for ling's post birthday celebration & the car accident thing.
But because there's so much pictures im dragging my feet on it.

Anyways, had to go school to re-enroll in the module that I failed. Sigh.
I havent got a reply yet on my appeal, so go re-enroll first for July semester.
Supposed to meet Chrystal, but she ended up later than me.
I saw someone that look like Vel, but I didn't want to embarasse myself in case I was wrong, so I waited to see if she would recognise me.
It really is Vel lah!
She also failed Distribution Channels.
I realised alot of ppl who came for re-enrollment today failed that module. Sigh.

Even though i havent received a reply yet, i dun think my appeal would be successful.
Sigh...so very depressed.
After school, I took the bus & went bugis to exchange my jacket again.

Speaking of this....I really fire until...i feel like setting fire to the shop lah!
Walao eh. Really too much liao.

First time I went was about 1pm during my lunch time.
It was closed, so I checked with the shopkeeper opposite what time they open normally.
I was informed they sometimes open late about 2plus 3pm even.
I then went back a 2nd time a few days later after my work ended & was informed by the opposite shopkeeper that she closed at 6.30pm to go to a dinner.
Today I went....THEY ARE CLOSED AGAIN!!!!!!!!

Bloody hell.
Want to change one jacket so bloody difficult.
This time the excuse was it's their off day.
Seriously...no need do business meh?!
Wth really.
Left my number with that opposite shopkeeper to get the girl to call me back tmr.
WALAO EH. Damn dui.
Waste my time & money.

Decided on a whim to change my hair to side parting, so took loads of photos again.
I think my webcam looks good on me. Can't really show my pimples. hehehe.
In comparison, I had to do alot of editing on my iphone photos. :(

Movie Date: Narnia 3

2010-12-12T19:20:00.011+08:00

i had such a fun day out dating with my dearest darling today!

I was supposed to wake at 10am and wake darling up too so we can go amk watch movie for m1 promo.
I woke at noon instead and woke the grumpy man up. haha.
In the end, we got there about 1pm.

There wasn't alot of people in the mall, & dar commented that it must be because most of them attended the zoukout yesterday night.
Luckily we got the promotion!!!! So darn lucky cos normally sold out by noon already.
We got the tickets for narnia at 3.45pm and went to have dinner at Pepper Lunch first.

We queued up for popcorn at the snack counter just before the show started.
While queueing, andreas (allen's younger brother) called out to us!
We were quite surprised to see him there & realised that he's watching the same show with us!
He went in first while we were still queueing.
Dar was telling me he's gonna get the promo set with 1 popcorn, 1 crackers, & 2 drinks.
But I was still feeling very full from our lunch, so I suggested getting the normal combo instead.
What I didnt't realised, was that dar was thinking to give the crackers & drink to his brother!
Ahhhhh~ he's so nice!
It's times like this that I wished I had an elder brother too. :)
But since he's my bf, I still win! hahahaha.

We had Pepper Lunch! yum yum!

Dar's upsize version + egg.

ugly. :(

he looks handsome in the pants i bought him :)

eeeks!!! hairy legs!!!

When we got into his car to leave, i randomly checked & noticed there's a HUMONGOUS ear shit in his ear!!!
I know I know what you're thinking.
Why the heck would I randomly check his ear right?
I have completely no idea, I just did. LOL.

Anyway, it simply boggles my mind how big his ear shit was!
Seriously!
We're talking about as huge as his ear hole!
I so deeply wished I had with me (by some weird method whatsoever) a ear digger.
I so wanted to dig it out myself!!!!
Erm okay...i realise how weird I sound now. Lol.

While darling was driving, I said I love him like how the sun rises everyday.
But he replied....He love me like how he'll take a dump (shit) everyday.
What the!!!
Really.......dot...dot....dot...
Arguing with him over how unromantic & disgusting he is to link shitting to love.
Classic example of daydreaming vs realistic.
Where are the romantic cells in his body?!

I like such messages from darling!
It's as if we just started dating. :D

random....twin moment with ling. hahahs

Random ramblings

2010-12-10T11:50:00.003+08:00

I love t-ara new song!!!
I have no idea why their company let them promote another song Yayaya when this is so much nicer!!! >.<
Anyone has this song please send me!!!

I love christmas so much!!!
The atmosphere is so jolly & heart-warming!
I saw this online & i wanna buy this!!!
But out of stocks ler. :(

Korean wedding photo shoots are always so much nicer & prettier & sophiscated!
I love the bride's curls. :)
Her dress is pretty too!

I actually have a post im still writing for ling's birthday celebration, but too many photos how! sigh

Shopping with Ling

2010-12-06T23:18:00.010+08:00

Ahhhh!!!! I'm so happy tonight!!!!
It was quite a impromptu decision to meet up with ling today after work.
Else I would prob have put makeup & wore nicer. >.<"
But anyway, I wanted to eat the korean meal at SMU, so I met her at Bras Basah mrt & ate there!

Now that I tried the korean meal at Northpoint & ate again at SMU, i have to say the one at Northpoint taste better.
It's more spicy. The one at SMU abit more bland, but I love the chopped onions!

After eating, we decided to go bugis shop!
Kailin & I initially decided to buy ling f21 vouchers for her present, but who knows when I saw her today, she told me she bought $100 worth of stuff at f21 just now!!!
So now, we decided to go Bugis & buy her whatever she likes.

When I saw Recoil, I was reminded that dar lost one of the bermudas I bought him, so now he only has 1 or 2 bermudas to wear. sigh.
So I decided to buy 1 for him.
Went inside with ling & tried to find some nice ones, but the designs okok only.
Finally decided on one which cost $29.90, but no size. >.<"

After that we went 2nd floor & saw a guys shop too!
IT WAS SO CHEAP THERE!!!!!
1 for $15, 2 for $25. I bought 2!!!!
I also bought a silky black shorts there with belt.

Nice right?!
Ling help me choose too! ^^
Her taste very good. hahaha.
Think the grey will look very good on darling. :)

After that we went around level 2 of bugis and bought ling a chiffon dark blue polka dots maxi and 2 shoes! Hahahas.
I also saw this nude jacket that has this korean feel to it.
OMG ITS SO CHIO!!!!

Bloody hell. Came home then realised the sleeve is dirty.
I forgot to check lah!!!!
DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB X100
sighhh. tmr gonna have to go back exchange.
hope i still remember which shop!!!!
I owas find it hard to find back the same exact store.

My weekend was quite busy!!
Took quite a few photos, was obessed playing with my new toy (iphone), got mad at my sister, got new tv & shelf, went out with dar & his friends.

Marmi's so happy with her new hand glove cloth. Lol.

Our new 40 inch LCD Sony tv has arrived!!!!
Our pioneer hi-fi set ROCKS max & the tv console I chose is so nice!!!

Boss treated us to buffet at Amara Hotel (Element).
$45++ per pax, 10% off for most credit card, 15% for $150 and above using AMEX.
Their lobster is sooooooooooo nice!

It's so huge & taste soooo soft!

But one person can only order one.
Hotel limitation. :(

Their desserts are sooo good too!!!

Singing karaoke at kallang leisure park

Love my romper so muchie!

Went out on Saturday night with dar, ghim soon, jack & florence, darius & robyn, jason & kylie, wei siong & his gf to amk.

The gingerbread man is sooo cute!

We all decided to watch Rapunzel after eating zi char.
dar decided to be lovey dovey with jason. LOL

Jack & florence! She's so pretty. :)

Killing time while waiting for the show to start at 11.45pm.
We had an hour half to kill!

Time crisis.

Jason & Kylie. Kylie has a korean feel to me cos she dressed very nice!

Jason decided to return the favor...
"allen lai...ahhhhh~"

He's very greedy. LOL
Hands full & still trying to have a go at the popcorn.

All the guys started attacking his food! hahahahaha

Darius & robyn! the talented couple, cos darius bakes & robyn draws well.

OMG LAH! bromance is freaking me out. LOL

Flowery Romper

2010-12-03T18:12:00.006+08:00

Yay! I finally get to wear my flowery romper from Lolliepopbestie.
Bought it so long ago, but keep can't find the occasion to wear!
Today boss treating us to buffet at Amara Hotel & karaoke at Kallang Leisure Park Kbox.

Took a lot of self-photos today! ^^
I used back the fake eyelashes again today :P

My face shape looks werid here, but i wanna show my eye lashes!

Pretty right? ^^

Debit Card

2010-12-02T23:19:00.005+08:00

I finally applied for a debit card with POSB!
My new EVERYDAY GO card looks so pretty. :)
With my new card, I purchased the "whatsapp" for iphone at 99cents.
First thing I did was to say hello to kailin! hahaha.
She's among one of my friends who keep rushing me to get the app.

While talking on whatsapp, she sent me this photo!
She looks so pretty even when chionging her assignments at home!
Kailin says she looks ugly, but i find it so pretty!

She then send me another pic before she go meet her client.
So pretty still!!!!

I think Im having the "im looking fat (face) & ugly" period for these few weeks/month.
Im having a mask on right now.
Had a event today too, and we had food!

mmmmm~! looks so yummy right!!!
There's onde onde, banana muffin, mini soon kueh, winglets in shrimp paste, carrot cake, tao suan with fritters, & assorted nyonya kuehs!
Everything taste super nice. Seriously. Except for tao suan which tastes ok only. hahas.

One really bad news.
I got my results today....& just as expected, I failed distribution channels.
Sigh....I knew it, even though everyone keep tell me i wun fail want.
Got 2 distinction & 1 credit for the remaining modules.
Ahhhh~ im so depressed now.
Gonna need to write a appeal letter to the course moderator to let me pass.
Hope it works. :(

Marmi Love ♥

2010-12-02T11:44:00.002+08:00

I feel so loved by marmi! ♥

Last night when i got home, she asked me how was my santa costume.
I was thinking how come she know that when she reminded me I told her last saturday/sunday.
I'm just so surprised she remembered it!!!

But when I show her the photo right, she say "chou daooooooooooo~"
=.=" yes, she dragged out the words. LOL.
Cute max.

The photo was in my iphone, so I started to tell her how to use my phone to view.
But then she knew it without me telling her!!!!
OMG. She learned from looking at other people play their phones! LOL.
My marmi so clever lah!
She use use use then she tell me..."wa. this iphone like very nice to use hor? i tempted get one also liao"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Marmi is so updated & on the trend! :D

This morning marmi forgot to wake me before she go off to work, so she kept calling my phone to wake me.
I thought it was my alarm! LOL!!!
Marmi love gave me 7 missed calls. Hahahahahahas.
I'm a happy girl. :)

Santarina

2010-12-01T16:21:00.007+08:00

I finally succeeded in putting fake eyelashes!!!
I realised I failed in the past is because of the glue!!
The glue was expired I think. Haha.

pretty lashes right!

cLose up view

Had a event today, and we had to decorate the christmas trees again!
I think the 2nd attempt looks much better. :)

Black & white christmas trees feels so cold. :(

For this event, I had to dress up as Santarina!
Thank god my colleague managed to convince boss to change the costume from sexy to the normal type. LOL.

Before transforming into Santarina.

Santarina Extraordinaire!

Phemie's hilarious expression of heavenly after tasting the cream puff & chocolate eclairs. LOL

Tried one of the apps for frames in my iphone.

Moon is sooooooo pretty!

Christmas Events

2010-11-30T11:15:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming soon!
We are having quite a lot events coming and most of them want a christmas theme.
Above picture is one where we decorated 2 small trees!
Looks sooooo pretty don't you think?
Tmr's event I have to dress up as sexy santarina. :(

The i Family

2010-11-29T22:37:00.004+08:00

I GOT IPHONE4!!!!
yayayayayayayayayay!!!!!!

Thought quite long on this and finally decided to buy.
Darling superrrr nice because he say he'll give me $100 to buy. ^^
After trade-in, & minus dar's contribution, I paid $60.

Think I'll have to go apply for debit card at the bank tmr.
Cause no debit/credit card cannot create itunes account!!! >.<"
Okay..just checked with my colleague he say can. hahahaha.

While I renewed my contract with M1, I also signed up another line (sort of) to get the 25% discount for holding 3 lines.
With my plan & angeline's line under my name, we're paying a total of about $81.
But if I add on another line, which is the mobile broadband, I only pay a total of $71+.
I get this donger to plug in to my lappie or phone to use internet anyway. ^^